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Monday, June 28, 2010
What the heck!!!! Creating music is easy but writing it........OMG! Needs a lot of patience!!!!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish have a lot of patience!!!!!!!!
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |9:32 PM|
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Ok.........
First thing first...........LIKE LIKE does not equates to LIKE LOVE.
Recently, I met this guy who totally fits in the bill..A total STRANGER! No relations to any of my friends. Why I said he fits in the bill?
Criteria Sheet :-
- Doesnt Smoke (A must Criteria)
- Malay
- Fair
- Is into Music (My mentor for the year)
- Likes anything japanese (Same interest)
- Friendly
So yeah...the only thing that Im not sure is whether he is still a Muslim? A bit of wonders there...Hopefully is la eh...cuz he still understands the meaning of Insya'allah (If Allah s.w.t. wills it to be)
Then again, first he is vegetarian - the reason he gave was quite weird to me arhz...den he is into Buddhism. Link between two - Most Buddhist are vegetarian. Zen or not...it's still wrong. Today, when I saw him play, I tot I saw a cross necklace. As far as I am concerned, most of my Malay Muslim friends do not agree with me, once u wear clothes or anything for that matter associated with a cross, you are indirectly supporting Christians. (Point to note : I am not being a religion racist or what). There was a story that the land did not accept a Muslim body just because that teenager wears something cross at the time of his death and he have to do a burial as a christian. (Astaghfirullahaladzim). Can you imagine how devastated the parents was? I prayed hard that I would die as a true Muslim and not any other religion. Amin.
Ok, point to note...I am not supposed to judge him but I cant help it. Why you may ask? Reason : I just went to this seminar bout the number of Malays out there who lacks the religious knowledge i.e. Islam. They are at risk of being murtad. (Astaghfirullahaladzim) Seriously, I truly prayed inside that he is still a true Muslim at heart and not to change to any other religion. Keimanan itu penting.
So yeah.....now I am contemplating....seriously, I think HE is really testing me. I got make a wish, its either Chinese or Ustaz as a husband. This guy comes along. He is a Muslim but his lifestyle is not as a Muslim. Its either I bring him back to the correct path or let him be. Anyways, he was never close to me. He is just a mentor to mentee. Moreover, we just met a few months ago.
If I let him be...would I be in a difficult situation? Leaving a fellow Muslim not understanding his own religion? Arghz!!!! Maybe I should see how the relationship goes first. Cuz Right now...He is so not interested in me!
Just wait and see first........For now....Chase that dream - Be a composer.
First off - Tune that Piano! - $100 per trip
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |12:40 AM|
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Itz been a while since I last updated this blog of mine................
Hmmmz......hopez nobody reads this
Niways.............my birthday is coming soon. I wonder how does it feel to be 25.......
Being 24.......was ok....... being 25????????? Itz scary just to think about it. ARGH!!!!!!!
How I wish I wun grow old!!!!!!!!
ARGH~~~
Ok, I shall leave it to fate for now........
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |11:31 PM|
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