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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]
Monday, June 28, 2010

What the heck!!!! Creating music is easy but writing it........OMG! Needs a lot of patience!!!!!!

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish have a lot of patience!!!!!!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|9:32 PM|

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Ok.........

First thing first...........LIKE LIKE does not equates to LIKE LOVE.

Recently, I met this guy who totally fits in the bill..A total STRANGER! No relations to any of my friends. Why I said he fits in the bill?

Criteria Sheet :-
  1. Doesnt Smoke (A must Criteria)
  2. Malay
  3. Fair
  4. Is into Music (My mentor for the year)
  5. Likes anything japanese (Same interest)
  6. Friendly
So yeah...the only thing that Im not sure is whether he is still a Muslim? A bit of wonders there...Hopefully is la eh...cuz he still understands the meaning of Insya'allah (If Allah s.w.t. wills it to be)

Then again, first he is vegetarian - the reason he gave was quite weird to me arhz...den he is into Buddhism. Link between two - Most Buddhist are vegetarian. Zen or not...it's still wrong. Today, when I saw him play, I tot I saw a cross necklace. As far as I am concerned, most of my Malay Muslim friends do not agree with me, once u wear clothes or anything for that matter associated with a cross, you are indirectly supporting Christians. (Point to note : I am not being a religion racist or what). There was a story that the land did not accept a Muslim body just because that teenager wears something cross at the time of his death and he have to do a burial as a christian. (Astaghfirullahaladzim). Can you imagine how devastated the parents was? I prayed hard that I would die as a true Muslim and not any other religion. Amin.

Ok, point to note...I am not supposed to judge him but I cant help it. Why you may ask? Reason : I just went to this seminar bout the number of Malays out there who lacks the religious knowledge i.e. Islam. They are at risk of being murtad. (Astaghfirullahaladzim) Seriously, I truly prayed inside that he is still a true Muslim at heart and not to change to any other religion. Keimanan itu penting.

So yeah.....now I am contemplating....seriously, I think HE is really testing me. I got make a wish, its either Chinese or Ustaz as a husband. This guy comes along. He is a Muslim but his lifestyle is not as a Muslim. Its either I bring him back to the correct path or let him be. Anyways, he was never close to me. He is just a mentor to mentee. Moreover, we just met a few months ago.

If I let him be...would I be in a difficult situation? Leaving a fellow Muslim not understanding his own religion? Arghz!!!! Maybe I should see how the relationship goes first. Cuz Right now...He is so not interested in me!

Just wait and see first........For now....Chase that dream - Be a composer.

First off - Tune that Piano! - $100 per trip

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|12:40 AM|

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Itz been a while since I last updated this blog of mine................

Hmmmz......hopez nobody reads this

Niways.............my birthday is coming soon. I wonder how does it feel to be 25.......

Being 24.......was ok.......
being 25????????? Itz scary just to think about it. ARGH!!!!!!!

How I wish I wun grow old!!!!!!!!

ARGH~~~

Ok, I shall leave it to fate for now........

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|11:31 PM|