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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]
Friday, March 02, 2007

Itz been a while....I have really decided to put my feelings aside for roller coaster...I realised I really did fall in love with him when I felt jealous. He never or will never need to know that I love him. Haiz.......Itz the worst feeling ever..

Yesterday, I cried my hearts out with memories of him and me working together as a team...the way he walks and talks to me. Seriously, if life goes on like this, I can go BONKERS!! So, I have to be strong, STAY strong and strive to let go and dun try to let feelings go deeper yeah.... :)

I really am trying to let this feeling of love go. Itz hurting me more than helping. Itz really hurting more with helping....because I love him, when he scolds me.....it pains me a lot! I cried a lot. The worst is...I DIN EVEN REALISED THAT HE SCOLDED ME LIKE EVERY DAY. Which is why..........I think it hurts more........

It really hurts...

Haiz..........Love is painful..............Why......Why is LOVE is painful........Anyways, herez the list of why I shuld let go:
  1. I should be more professional
  2. He have short change of temper...super fast changing...in one second he can change his weather with no mood
  3. Therez no chance...itz super impossible
  4. Therez no way....

Okie lah......bubbye...........

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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