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Thursday, May 13, 2010
Hi Peepz!!!!
Exams finally over!!!!!! I really cant wait to begin the brand new future laying ahead of me. Den again, I have already set the future which is continue working with the Mosque and as a Quantity Surveyor.
I went for the retreat last weekend at Batam. HOW I WISHED I OPEN UP THIS MOUTH TO TALK TO HIM!
He was just like sitting next to me and what did I talk to him "U become a leader arh...u show great leadership skills, which he replied...suma ur fault", "Ask bro S.....to be ur asst", "hows ur camera","how much did u pay for the game in ur phone", "oh yeah, I throw the cover away"
WHAT THE FISH!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY HATED MYSELF FOR THAT! HE WAS LITERALLY SITTING NEXT TO ME THE WHOLE DAY OF SATURDAY AND I COULDNT EVEN OPEN MY MOUTH!
Sorry for the caps...was really frustrated for not talking to him more during that retreat. So much for getting myself noticed by him. The best part : I DIN SLEEP THE NIGHT BEFORE AND WAS TOO SLEEPY TO CONCENTRATE!
I was named SLEEPING QUEEN. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When will I have that kind of chance again? 0.999999999999% CHANCE.
The next event is RYC / CPR whichever cums first. He going vietnam and Gunung Ledang, I cant follow due to work commitment. Haiz..........................................
I'm so pathetic :( Tell me that again...pathetic.
During the retreat, I am so gonna have a new post.....moving forward...they have entrusted me to join the woman's wing of NWMC. So, apart from the youth, I have to be involved in the woman's wing. Ta da!!! At least, being in the woman's wing, Im a participant rather than a committee member. I loike!
Back to the youths, I really dunnoe if I can still do it. If he can be the mosque executive and ydo at his age (i calculated, around 27-32), I think I can do it too!
I repeat, Im so pathetic :( only now I realised how I push my luck away..............
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |11:00 PM|
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