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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]
Monday, January 19, 2009

A week has passed yet again....so far this week is better than the last - keeping the pace with handling 2 projects (closing in Final Account) - wish me luck ;)

Love life - haiz...itz juz tat obvious that the feeling doesnt reciprocate...But I shall live strong cuz the intention was to be friends than losing him forever.

Niwayz, Im going KL, hez going Philippines for hols.....yeah..it all makes up...I guess driving to KL will at least help me cure the broken heart (is it). I dunnoe...I juz have to live it up.

Shall not let my parents / family finds out how hard it is to deal with the problem of life I am facing. I cant go to my friends also cuz they themselves have problems of their own. I shall live strong. To HIM, I shall find solace and peace.

So far, if I keep the pace I am handling right now...4 hours of Poshgrove and another 4 hours of Sea View and another 3 hours of OT for either pj, I guess I can do it. I just have to do it. Think hard and move on...4 months - 1 month (january) = 3 more months to suffer. Itz gonna end soon. I guess thats the only motivation I have for myself..the faster these 2 pj is cleared, I can get a new pj. Hopefully, another condo pj...dun want any other pj...juz condo..at least I noe roughly what to do. ;)

Life is fair. Definitely Fair...whoever said its not fair, doesnt have faith in themselves ;)

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|11:40 PM|

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

To you, my secret lover.....

What is love????

If love means thinking of you every minute of the day, then I believe I am in love with you

If love means looking through your facebook / friendster and see the comments made by this girl, and getting sad over it, then I am in love with you....

If love means getting jealous knowing that there are girls who are head over heels over you, then I am in love with you

If love means smiling at your msgs and laughing at your lame jokes, then I am in love with you

If love means trying to get you to notice me, then I am in love with you

If love means counting for the next time to meet you, then I am in love with you

If love means holding back the feelings and rather be friends than losing you forever, then I am in love with you

When will you ever notice that whatever I did is because I love you so. I just wish you knew...but I'd rather be friends cuz I dun want to lose you....

I miss you so....I really miss you...wish you knew how deep I fall.....but I know you dun want to be committed thus I try not to fall...but how to stop this feelings from growing...you planted the seed and its now growing...growing beyond my control...

though i went out with other guys...they cant be compared to you...you are the greatest so far...beating them all out...

why??? why sweet? Why??? why must you crawl into my heart and makes me feel this way...

Now, I dun even know if what I am feeling is mutual. I hate the feelings that I am feeling now cuz itz so uncertain. Argh!!! Love you so much!!!!

Tanx blogger...now I dunnoe if he ever gonna reads this...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|12:42 AM|

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Itz the new year and here I am making new year resolutions again....

2008 has got to be the worst year of my life!

1 - all my resolutions for 2008 din even make the mark :(

2 - had to juggle 3 things...going to quit being MMB for the cuming 2009 to concentrate more on school and work

3 - Boys avoiding / rejecting me being their friend??? scary

the best event for 2008 has got to be : -

1 - family life is stable with me communicating with everyone

2 - get back with all my old friends, Aishah and Syazwani and Emilia and Liana (whu juz got married in 2008)

3 - manage to get a makeover of myself and I became more confident :) see all the photos being uploaded at Facebook / Friendster

Yeah...for 2009,

1 - If i get out of Seaview and Poshgrove alive, I shall be grateful!

2 - Get a good boyfriend at least (hope hez the one..the banker but den again, im juz another girl whoz attracted to his magical charm)

3 - Do better in skewl

4 - To be a happier person n not be sad like in 2008

5 - To save up money

My birthday wish for this year though in June

I wish I can get a wallet for my birthday...decided not to buy any wallet till then...no money already

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|5:44 PM|