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Saturday, December 06, 2008
This week have got to be the Worst...Not so bad lah...cuz i got a date in between the week.
Yeah....
Had a bad week both at work and mosque....lucky......Wan Shah came to the rescue!!!!!
No lar...hez juz a colleague asking to go shopping with him...ask 3 girls to tag along but end up, only me n him ajerr....haiz...but it was kewl nevertheless...
Happy moments
- became my personal fashion consultant :) - needed one - hates to see me wears black
- watch movie - 4 christmases - Nice movie - a must watch
- go home together - talked bout the show....but i like the feeling inside the cinema cuz he nearly wanted to lend to his shirt to me when i said i was cold (i tink it was or juz testing the coldness of the cinema, think itz this one). but yeah...i ask him and he said nuthin....so therez only 2 reasons i can think why he took off his buttons...think of the good..think of the good....
Nice kan, Nice kan....den therez another date - to buy christmas gift for team's christmas exchange!!!! Cant wait man!!!! He ask me and i said go anywhere ar...and he said...letz go shopping together...fuh!!! First time, first time a guy asking me out!!!!!!! first time in 2.5 years...hahaz...
Sad moments
- found out that sum ppl is unhappy with my work at the mosque and has been talking behind my back - lucky therez another wan (bro ridhwan) to back me up - thanx wan (tat was touching) - niwayz...not continuing my term next year cuz i want to quit due to the fact that ive been given a bad name - why should i cont??, correct a not....
- found out that the guy whom i tot likes me, being paranoid after getting hit 3 times....mayb he does have lah eh...but then...if itz only me who is making the sparks happen....itz going to be tiring for me and i decided perhaps...im going to take a step back...knowing that I ve been tagging along too much....making the impression that im throwing myself at him....so yeah, taking a step back....dunnoe it can happen anot...will seriously depends on my determination to be independent :)
So yeah, thatz the only update for me to you....tanx wan shah for making this week a memorable one!!!!!
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |1:26 AM|
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
ARGH!!!!
SOMETIMES RYTE...I JUST REALISED SOMETHING YA KNOW THAT MAKES ME THINKING.....
I guess I know what the Bomoh meant by there are guys who liked me but dare not ask me. This includes the banker. Itz because they know I am tight and cant take any more stress. No wonder.....
Haiz...seriously, I do get the feeling that the guy liked me but when I ask...out of 5, maybe 1 would answer yes..
The best would be this banker lor....He even asked me if im attached, how do i survive?? Guess thatz why hez avoiding me (or so I thought). But never O mind...avoiding me or not, like i care liddat yeah..Ive been going to the flow...if u msg, ill msg u back. If u dun, den ok lor...
so far...ive been doing great..now then i know why i have so many heartbreaks in this year alone....haiz..they know...so yeah, whatever lah...
I wish I was born free!!!!!!!
Haiz....
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |1:18 AM|
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