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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Sunday, November 16, 2008

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT AGAIN!!!!!!!

WORK basically settled....

SKEWL is having holidays....

Mosque.........PROBLEM!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN WILL THIS EVER ENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aiyah...I juz wants peace...but so far...after one thing..another pops up...like it never ends......

ARGH!!!!!!!! I WISH I HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE!!!!

But itz ok...PEOPLE SAY I CAN DO IT!!!!!!

IF THEY SAY I CAN, IT MEANS I CAN!!!!!!!!

I CAN DO IT!!!!I CAN!!!!! I HAVE TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!!! I HAVE TOO!!!!

ITZ HARD!!! I FEEL LIKE DYING!!!!!

And...yeah...

Thankz bro for being very understanding....now that i know u like me, i like you...guess the feeling is mutual. We agreed to stay as friends cuz I am not ready and so are you. I am afraid to like you cuz the situation I am facing right now is not suitable. I dun want to be a burden to anyone. I juz want a close friend whom I can talk to all my problems. * Din tell him that when he asked why I am afraid *

I talked to Aishah today and she totally understands me juz like Fidah understands me. Both of them are like my WORLD....They know what I am facing and they truly understand me..Thanx Galz for being there for me!!!!

Haiz...without friends, who am I? I dunnoe...

For the 11 months...I have been going to the beach every other week to release stress and I finally knew why...I have so many things on my mind...Haiz...I want to be strong!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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