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Life is full of Ups and Downs...its your choice whether you want it be on the bright side or the other
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Hehehez.....
Itz been a stress week for me!!!!
Niwayz...itz gonna get worst by the day and I feel like quitting already...argh!!!!!!!
Niwayz...the feeling I have right now is like topsy turvy...having feelings for sumone whu doesnt share that feeling is worst...but never o mind...itz only a month since I last had a last heart break so having another one is ok. One after the other.....SIANNESS......
I shall be strong...wouldnt hurt anywayz....
Haiz...
met with all my friends and I cant wait to meet up with them agaian...
The mosque...give the juniors a BRAINWASH and they accepted it...One more month n one week to go guyz....Give it all your best!!!!!
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT AGAIN!!!!!!!
WORK basically settled....
SKEWL is having holidays....
Mosque.........PROBLEM!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN WILL THIS EVER ENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aiyah...I juz wants peace...but so far...after one thing..another pops up...like it never ends......
ARGH!!!!!!!! I WISH I HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE!!!!
But itz ok...PEOPLE SAY I CAN DO IT!!!!!!
IF THEY SAY I CAN, IT MEANS I CAN!!!!!!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!I CAN!!!!! I HAVE TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!!! I HAVE TOO!!!!
ITZ HARD!!! I FEEL LIKE DYING!!!!!
And...yeah...
Thankz bro for being very understanding....now that i know u like me, i like you...guess the feeling is mutual. We agreed to stay as friends cuz I am not ready and so are you. I am afraid to like you cuz the situation I am facing right now is not suitable. I dun want to be a burden to anyone. I juz want a close friend whom I can talk to all my problems. * Din tell him that when he asked why I am afraid *
I talked to Aishah today and she totally understands me juz like Fidah understands me. Both of them are like my WORLD....They know what I am facing and they truly understand me..Thanx Galz for being there for me!!!!
Haiz...without friends, who am I? I dunnoe...
For the 11 months...I have been going to the beach every other week to release stress and I finally knew why...I have so many things on my mind...Haiz...I want to be strong!!!
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
Today is 15th November 2008....in 15 more days...I will be meeting my senior who is away for 2 months..When he cumz back, I have to be prepared to get scolded. Anywho....herez an update from me to you...
No. 1 - I tink I am seeing sumone...I kinda like this guy but im not sure if he likes me a not...most probably not...I mean he got so many girls around him. Today went to Al-azhar....a stupid move cuz the reason i went was because i miss him. There was a reason...when he ask, I answered "Saja ajer" which basically mean juz wanna cum for no apparent reason. Haiz...I wish he knew I liked him a lot(note the word : like) ...the song Missing by Evanescence or Leave Out The Rest by Linkin Park seems to be the in song for me ryte now...will change the video as I type this thing..searching for the song...
No. 2 - Further to above...when I went to Al-Azhar today...guess who I saw?? Guess....but never mind I shall give it to you....I saw ASHMI!!!!! Gosh....second time...second time....the first was two weeks ago when I was with my nephews playing downstairs of my home. VERY HAPPY SIA...Hez like my favourite cute actor sia!!!!! I look into his eyes...I tink he knows I was looking at him cuz we had eye contact juz now. Whoa!!!! So happy!!!!!! I din regret cuming juz now though it felt like I was an outcast. I look around and saw him!!!! I SAW ASHMI FOR THE SECOND TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!IF only he would have notice me which I think he wouldnt la cuz hez an artist. Artist gets so many fans that he muz have got an artist girlfriend minimum...tatz singapore for you..hahz.... But yet again....I MISS ASHMI already!!!!!!!!! HAHAZ :) like he knew who I am......like duh........hahaz...I really do...hopefully, I will have the chance to see him again...
No. 3 - Friendship has been good for me so far...rekindling lost friends...like seriously...I am so very happy..now im on silent war with hafiz...dunnoe wat the heck happen that hez not on talking terms with me. Anywho...already on silent war..watever!!! I was stressed last week and I dun have time to think bout him n our problems..there was a blessing in disguise though...
No. 4 - School have been great. Fortunately for me, this sem my group have been doing a group study which REALLY, REALLY helps me a lot to pass this semester. Who am I without them...Thanks VM, BT!!!! Without the two of you, I dun think I can make it to the next sem. Thanx!!!!!!!!!!!!
No. 5 - what else ar....i dunnoe....
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