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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]
Sunday, August 31, 2008

Tomorrow will mark the first day of the fasting month and my resolution for this ramadhan

- at least master Surah Al-Baqarah (The Cow) - the first surah in the Al-Quran

- cleanse my iman of all impurities by praying 5 times a day

- Get acquainted to all friends whoz been long forgotten from Sec skewl, poly and the like

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:45 PM|

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Hihi!!!

I still feel blue again....

I should be happy!!! HAPPY!!!!!

NIWAYZ, HAD MY FIRST RUN LAST THURSDAY AND NOW MY BODY IS ACHING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS...

Haiz....I have to live life to the fullest...

YES, I just found out I dun have feelings for him. Reason : He was sleeping on my hand, and I dun feel anything. NOTHING AT ALL....

Haiz...

I have to live to the fullest...GIVE MYSELF A CHANCE...


LIKE MY NEW LAYOUT SO MUCH THAT I WISH I HAD DONE MORE....

HAIZ......

LIVE LIVE TO THE FULLEST!!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|1:50 AM|

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Haiz....

My ex is leaving for norway soon. Itz kinda weird but never o mind. I finally saw the truth. The fact that making up stories. He finally admitted unknowingly that he just want to break up with me. I guess I am being low self esteem. I just dun want to admit it till now.

Never I realise that being low self esteem got a thing with guys. I am always clingy to guys and gals. Being overly sensitive about certain issues. I guess thatz why I will never get guys to like me.

Why.......

Why am I being this way??

I dont love myself a lot I guess.

I really want to but I guess the sensitive side of me is getting the better of me.

I WANT TO BE STRONG!!!!!

BE INDEPENDENT!!!!


Haiz....if only I stop thinking bad bout myself.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Being single for the last 6 months was the best days of my life...and still going strong...

Ok, there was times I feel like I wanna have a boyfriend to be there for me and give me some moral support but I managed it thru. A boyfriend might mean more things. Cuz the boy may break up with me again.

I also juz realised sumting, I have to make the guy chase me...not the other way around. but never mind...till the right guy comes along, I will do what every girl should do. Wait for his call instead of me calling the guy. I mean thats what my ex said. I was too clingy and want to talk to him every other day. Hez happy with his new gf cuz I think she understand him well.

Haiz....I just have to be strong. REALLY be STRONG....

haiz.....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Being overly stressed over nothing is a cause for worry...cuz itz a sign of low self esteem...... :(

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|1:11 AM|