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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]
Saturday, February 23, 2008

OLA Peepz!!!!

As time passes me by, I just realised something which is quite big. I realised that : -

  • every decision you make will affect someone one way or another
  • every drastic change in you will affect someone
  • everything that you do will affect someone.

In all, whatever you or I do will make a difference to someone whether you know or not. Its not a matter of time. There are 2 people in my life who is making a DRASTIC move and it changed the way I am going to look in the future. One has found a girlfriend while the other is switching his job. Either way, it will affect me.

Nevertheless, I will move on. Perhaps me studying for the next 2 and half years has affected someone somehow. Perhaps me working practically 24/7 has affected someone also. I just never know who I will affect. I know those two that I have mentioned will affect me a lot. Others? I don't know. Maybe a little or perhaps I just dont know just yet.

I am very afraid, nervous, scared to face the UNKNOWN. Anything can happen in the future. All I know if I dont succeed what I do now, I wont succeed ever again. I am at the peak of my career I guess or perhaps my career is just starting to kick in. All I know nothing is gonna be the same again. I love being the way I am but perhaps I did change over time. Everybody change. Its juz that we never know what is it about us that change.

Everything is never gonna be the same again.

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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