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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Saturday, February 23, 2008

OLA Peepz!!!!

As time passes me by, I just realised something which is quite big. I realised that : -

  • every decision you make will affect someone one way or another
  • every drastic change in you will affect someone
  • everything that you do will affect someone.

In all, whatever you or I do will make a difference to someone whether you know or not. Its not a matter of time. There are 2 people in my life who is making a DRASTIC move and it changed the way I am going to look in the future. One has found a girlfriend while the other is switching his job. Either way, it will affect me.

Nevertheless, I will move on. Perhaps me studying for the next 2 and half years has affected someone somehow. Perhaps me working practically 24/7 has affected someone also. I just never know who I will affect. I know those two that I have mentioned will affect me a lot. Others? I don't know. Maybe a little or perhaps I just dont know just yet.

I am very afraid, nervous, scared to face the UNKNOWN. Anything can happen in the future. All I know if I dont succeed what I do now, I wont succeed ever again. I am at the peak of my career I guess or perhaps my career is just starting to kick in. All I know nothing is gonna be the same again. I love being the way I am but perhaps I did change over time. Everybody change. Its juz that we never know what is it about us that change.

Everything is never gonna be the same again.

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|1:44 PM|


Monday, February 11, 2008

Halo2…Itz been a while huh?

So yeah, A week has passed…

The CNY week…

I went to sabah in search to meet my Mystery Man, Harris Jaya or whatever his name is but he took a long leave to celebrate CNY.

Harris, a man who never replies to my SMSes….whatever it is, whoever this man is, I would like to meet him no matter what it takes. Itz not a matter of desperation. Mysteries lies deep within him that I would like to explore more about him. Anyways, this guy is quite good looking. A friend he shall be.

Though he went back to his kampong, I did spend my time there quite worth while. Its ok if hez not there. My sis brought me to all the ingenious people places (tempat2 orang asli) such as the Monosopiad Village and also watching movies.

Anyways, shopping in Sabah was great. I bought 1 shoe and 4 bags in total. This is my first trip there without buying any outfits/clothes. Guess the budget is not enough for me to buy new clothings.

Going back was weird. I dunnoe whether its destiny or fate that my mum and I had to miss our flight. We miss the flight and decided to take a flight to KL. Behold and behold, I transit in KL for 4 hours. I went to my aunt’s place in Klang and met up with my 2 nephews. Fuh, wat a fate. It was a blessing in disguise. If I din miss the flight, I dun think I will come to KL at all.

I took the 9pm flight though I can take the 5.30pm flight. Reason being, I want to go my aunt place and meet up with my 2 nephews and my beloved Cousin, Syed Putra. Yeah, the flight was super GREAT. I met with 2 handsome dude!!!!!!! Very the handsome and rich too!!!!!!!! Anywayz, it all ends there. Hope I can meet them again.

Anyways, itz now the time for me to CHIONG all the way till the next long, LONG holiday which is in MAY. Hopefully, I can survive three months of torture! Give me hope and tiredness or not, I shall push myself to the limits!

Till we meet again dude and dudettes, Take care!!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:20 PM|