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Saturday, November 03, 2007

How much does it take to get promoted??

ADUH!!!! VERY HARD!!!!

I guess I am just not ready to be a PQS.

I could still remember the way he scolded me. HARSH scolding that I nearly took MC the next day. Haiz....anywayz, I think I am going CRAZY and BONKERS.

My motivation level is GETTING LOWER AND LOWER!!! With him scolding me like that, that level just went ZERO. I cried for 3 whole nitez not knowing what will the future become. I just cut my promotion just like that and its gonna get worst. Haiz....If this is the case, I wouldnt want to get promoted. I just want to be an AQS. Forget everything.

I even want to consider quitting....I cant live life anymore. I am dragging myself to work everyday!!!!!! Help is never on the way. NEVER!!!

Haiz....perhaps, I lost that touch again! I lost the roots again! I really should go and start doing my prayers 5 times a day. I want to be free again! I really want to be free of all this MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!ARGH!!!!!!

I just hope someone or something miracle happens to pass me by and let me be free of all this MADNESS!!!!

Okies...bubbyez then...Fuh! That was a good reliever! Finally, its out of me!!!!

Thanks again blogger.......

I hope it will be better. The day, I mean getting better. :)

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