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Friday, October 12, 2007
Hello!!! I am back again!!!
Haiz......I am stressed again! So not me...I am alwayz stress
Anywayz, with HARI Raya around the corner.....Haiz...........
Haiz.......................
I am actually excited at the same time, I dunnoe....it feels different ar diz year.....
Anywayz,
I wish all muslims a happy hari raya this saturday and please forgive me if I made a comments about you peepz in this blog...
Tataz
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |12:55 AM|
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Hi all Bloggers again!!!
Sometimes I wonder what do I really want in life. Sometimes I wonder if I am doing enough for myself. Sometimes I wonder if what I am feeling right now is what I want in life.
Argh!!!! Nobody just knows. Its true that when you go back to your religion/ roots, you will become full again. I have been very happy so far and I have to thank Allah S.W.T. for giving me the strength to carry on in times of difficulties.
Seriously, when I look back at the sequence of events last week, I cant help but think, Allah S.W.T. has really helped me a lot. I nearly cried seeing my two bosses pressuring me and not to forget the youth in charge. But, it was successful. Everything went quite smoothly though I thought I can never survive the ordeal.
Truth is, I felt as if I am in a dream whenever I go for meetings at AYC. I just dunnoe why. Perhaps, everyone is so committed to having events. I hope it will be like that forever. I mean, I cant expect it to be like that but hopefully it will carry on till the end of the term. I was quite shocked but I guess Ust Amin step in again to get the committee going. Thanx Ust.
Once again, I am happy with the achievement that I have gone through last week. Without the help of Allah S.W.T., I really don't think I can survive. I kept praying and praying that last week will be a success. I knew it would come. The biggest ordeal will come. Ever since the 1st day of ramadhan, I knew that week will be a hella week for me. Serious, I wanted to confide to both my bosses that I cant cope with the task at hand. I just wanted to cope with one project only but I hold on till the end.
Syukur alhamdulillah terhadap Allah S.W.T. Only that I have to give him. Thank HIM for everything that HE has done for me. All I need to do now is to again start praying 5 times a day which is lacking. The pillars of life, 5 times a day prayers.
Thanks again to Allah S.W.T.
Thanks to all who have helped me go through that ordeal
Thanks!
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |5:52 AM|
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