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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Friday, September 14, 2007

Haiz.....Life isn't easy at all.

I am freakingly tired to live each day. Every day is like a challenge to me. Never there was a day when I have no problems cropping up. I am feeling jaded? So not me, I will survive for as long as I can.

With 2 MAJOR things for this ramadhan, I cant help but think, how to survive this hurdle. One major things is about work while the other about the youth at mosque.

Work.

Now, I really have to struggle with 2 projects of which both are at a very critical stage. Marina with the Main Contract Tender while Poshgrove with the V.O.s and the current stone and tiles tender which I am so unsure of.

Youth at Mosque.

I have given the duty to help organise the In House event. I was super shocked of course. I just came for a meeting and help chair the meeting for this In House event and whoa la, I am the head person. Not to forget, I am disappointed with the youths themselves. They tend to run away every now and then with their own life. Hopefully, this In House event will be a success. I SERIOUSLY hope so. I dun even know how to go about it.

With these two Major events going on this month, I cant help myself right now but pray for help and guidance from Allah S.W.T. Seriously, I think at the rate I am going right now, I am SERIOUSLY overworking myself. Weekdays + Weekends morning with work while Weekends evening with the youth. Then, come the question, WHERE IS MY PERSONAL TIME?

Needless to say, or sad to say, I dun have any. Nobody really knows what I am going through right now except Allah S.W.T. I also have a feeling even you guys who read or never read will never understand what am I going through right now.

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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