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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Sunday, September 30, 2007

Hello pEEPZ!!!!

Alhamdulillah Syukur......ALL WENT WELL!!!!!

YEAY!!!!! ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!!!!!!!

THE EVENT YESTERDAY WENT WELL, MY TENDER INTERVIEW WENT WELL, MY TENDER GOING OUT WENT WELL!!!!!!!!!


YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


YESSA!!!!!!!!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!!!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!!!

TANX TO EVERYONE FOR MAKING YESTERDAY A SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!!!

TANX ASYARIE FOR MAKING IT A SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!!!


TANX A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAY!!! AND TANX TO MYSELF FOR COMPLETING THE TENDER QUESTIONNAIRE ON TIME!!!! THOUGH U SUBMITTED LATE!!!!!!!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|3:10 PM|


Wednesday, September 26, 2007

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SO FREAKINGLY TIRED!!!!!!!!

Haiz.....juz to make matters worst for myself, I juz got attached. Perhapz, itz not a worse thing cuz he might juz b a blessing in disguise. Helping me to clear this path of road I am leading....

Okla, hez cute and everything....but hez here only for 4 months. So that makes him my boyfriend. 4 months of happiness and the rest leave it to fate. Yeah, I am juz gonna do juz that.

Anywayz, I am freakingly tired cuz I have been slacking for the past few days...and with friday tender interview with Questionnaire halfway done. and friday main tender going out...and with saturday camp. YOU THINK I CAN SURVIVE THIS ORDEAL????

I think I can if I believe..Not to forget, I HAVE PREPARED BASICALLY ZERO for my presentation for the saturday camp. Oh MY GOODNESS!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIZ....I am really at wits end and dying now. Nobody, NOBODY knows what am I going through right now except myself! I wish I were sick, down with fever but can I take an MC in CRITICAL times like this????

NO!

I cant!

So what else, STAY STRONG and BEING STRONG is the best way to go....


ARGH!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!

Ok, tanx again blog for letting me release my RANTS...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|7:00 PM|


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Hello,

After years of searching for the right song meant for that guy who broke my heart upteenth times, I finally got the song. Timbaland, Forgiven.

Yes, dear, this song is just right for you. You dare say what you said last time after breaking my heart. Gosh! Whatz happening to you?

I HATE YOU.

Yeah, thatz the word juz nice. Yeah, we may be friends but I will never forget the moments you broke my heart time and again. I have been reborn and I will never go through that road again. I will not be stupid enough to break my heart once again. No more recycling.....

How many times have I given you a chance to redeem yourself and you broke my heart? You dare say you did not be a good boyfriend during our time together. Then what was it that makes one a good girlfriend or boyfriend? All I know, I will never be with you again.

I will move on with my life. It took me A YEAR to build up this strength of mine not for you to break it. So, I have decided itz best for us to stay as friends. So, no more talking bout the past. You are who you are and I am who I am. I will never go back! NEVER!!!!

NEVER!!!!!!

I WILL NEVER GO BACK THAT ROAD AGAIN!!!!

ID RATHER MY HEART GETS BROKEN BY ANOTHER GUY THAN THE SAME PERSON ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!

Fuh! Thanks blogger...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|6:03 AM|


Friday, September 14, 2007

Haiz.....Life isn't easy at all.

I am freakingly tired to live each day. Every day is like a challenge to me. Never there was a day when I have no problems cropping up. I am feeling jaded? So not me, I will survive for as long as I can.

With 2 MAJOR things for this ramadhan, I cant help but think, how to survive this hurdle. One major things is about work while the other about the youth at mosque.

Work.

Now, I really have to struggle with 2 projects of which both are at a very critical stage. Marina with the Main Contract Tender while Poshgrove with the V.O.s and the current stone and tiles tender which I am so unsure of.

Youth at Mosque.

I have given the duty to help organise the In House event. I was super shocked of course. I just came for a meeting and help chair the meeting for this In House event and whoa la, I am the head person. Not to forget, I am disappointed with the youths themselves. They tend to run away every now and then with their own life. Hopefully, this In House event will be a success. I SERIOUSLY hope so. I dun even know how to go about it.

With these two Major events going on this month, I cant help myself right now but pray for help and guidance from Allah S.W.T. Seriously, I think at the rate I am going right now, I am SERIOUSLY overworking myself. Weekdays + Weekends morning with work while Weekends evening with the youth. Then, come the question, WHERE IS MY PERSONAL TIME?

Needless to say, or sad to say, I dun have any. Nobody really knows what I am going through right now except Allah S.W.T. I also have a feeling even you guys who read or never read will never understand what am I going through right now.

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|1:06 PM|


Saturday, September 08, 2007

Hello everybody again, Yet again I am gonna let out my rants again...


Firstly, I am happy to say that I am single again and thanks for not accepting and thanks for saying it out to that person. You know who u r...

Secondly, the reason why i said im happy is because....I am not under pressure. and I will be strong to face this pressure of mine of which I created, CREATED.


I am very the sad with my members of the Youth Circle. VERY THE SAD. Itz getting smaller by the day. The peepz are getting away, AWAY from mosque. I am still finding, FINDING the way to get them back to mosque and not away, AWAY from the mosque.

ARGH!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF ONLY I HAVE THE POWER, THE ABILITY TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE YOUTH. I WILL AND I WILL, I WILL REALLY WILL BRING THE YOUTH AND SPLIT MYSELF INTO 3. ONE FOR FAMILY, ONE FOR WORK AND ONE FOR THE MOSQUE. I KNOW I CAN, IF I BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:19 PM|