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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Friday, August 31, 2007

Serious sey!!!!!!

I am undergoing the worst of the worst right now. And the worst thing again, I have nobody to turn to except to let go of my rants over here!!!!

I am no longer the "future" MMB but im already MMB. CONFIRMED! CAN YOU IMAGINED THAT!? I should feel happy and proud of myself that I am MMB cuz then I can let youths come to the mosque. More YOUTHS to come to the mosque cuz the youths in singapore are already off-course due to the media. THE MEDIA. Sometimes, I do pity these youths as well as pity myself. I used to be like them but what the heck, curiousity will bring you to your downfall. Ikut nafsu memang binasa.

Another thing, RC has just got promoted to be an AD. Seriously, these two bosses knows what I want yet they still ask. I want to be in Holland's Team but because of the project at hand, I want to be in RC's cuz RC knows more about this project. IF, IF ONLY I can be split into two. Anyways, I just have a feeling, I wont live much longer in this world. The feeling is just getting stronger by the day. Haiz...I just hope I have accomplished what HE has set for me before I leave this world for good.

I will really have to TAUBAT before itz really TOOOOO damn late for me. Haiz, doakanla supaya aku mati kerana iman bukan kerana nafsu serakah. I will pray for that cuz I dun want to be dead and end up in hell. Haiz...juz pray...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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