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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Sumtimes I juz dun get what I want in life...Haiz......life is so BORING!!!! Haiz...if only life is a bit easier. Haiz.... Anywayz...I really am desperate...SURE AM! If you know what I mean. I cant believe I fall in love with someone who doesnt deserve it. I cant believe that I am scared to fall in love all over again.. I like too many guys but in the end, I get zero..If only I have the courage to say I like you to them. I mean, I end up, losing all of them juz by saying I like them. Most probably, they only treat me not more than a friend. Sometimes I wonder, what do guys want actually in a girl? I just want to by myself and if being the childish me is gonna chase all guys away. Id rather change myself for the better. But wouldnt that be a hypocrite and crazy? I am not being myself. Rather, I am being someone else to attract guys. WHY DO GUYZ PREFER THOSE KINDS OF GIRLS??? Sometimes I dunnoe why guys that I like are attached or juz dun want to be attached. Haiz.......I shall wait for the day to comes that I find that special someone. I just want to get attached and let go of all this feelings inside of me. The feeling of being alone and outcast. Haiz...If only.....IF ONLY...... Life is a roller coaster...why cant I be a busybee and forget that I am single..............ARGH!!!!! I am being busy...but never mind.....Life is a crazy road!!!!! |12:00 AM|
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Its been more than a month since I last updated my blog. Seriously speaking, I really dunnoe what I really want in life. Haiz....Life is super fair actually......... Anywayz, my june wasnt as what I expected it to be....So no point talking about it.... Haiz....I found out a lot of things which I dont want to know!!!! Argh!!!!!! July is worst....and the best thing is, It juz started......... Haiz...........How long can I last.... They say the best way to cure this to go back to your roots and religion. I guess I have been neglecting my religion and become so workholic that I have become who I am today...feeling restless and as what Faeiz told me the other day, jaded. I shall start to redeem myself and juggle between religion and being a career woman. I guess thats what I have learnt the most this month. See ya again the next month and I hope the day gets better each day as My day is getting sadder and lonelier by the minute..... |8:55 PM|
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