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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]
Saturday, January 20, 2007

Life under stress makes me shivers a LOT!!!!!!

Argh!!! I dunnoe when hez nice, HEZ SUPER NICE. But once hez mean, HEZ SUPER MEAN!!! ARGH!!!! I JUST HATE HIM AT THE SAME TIME, I KINDA LIKE HIM! SO WHATZ NEW?! (You just have to figure out...ok ar...itz the roller coaster when it malfunctions)

Seriously, I have so MUCH, MANY to say but yet again, my brain juz left me with a blank mind!

Anyways, the ex have found or soon to find the replacement while I shall remain single as long as I feel free. Anyways, my heart is still empty. Ok ar..perhaps with the exception of the ex but since hez free, i shall also be free. Anyways, in this line, itz just super damn hard to find that one for a husband or boyfriend who is husband material. Seriously, I have to think about marriage considering my age of 22. Aiyoh!!! 3-5 years left to end the singleton life is so hard considering I am single. Haiz......If only, if only.....ARGH!!!!!!!

Anywayz..

Driving is so DANGEROUS!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! WHY!!! Sumtimes I can just feel that I might be dead in an accident(Nau'zubillah bin zalik, jauh in aku dari nya) Serious!!!!! Itz super dangerous, itz like putting your life at stake when you are driving!!!!!! Really!!!!! Can you imagine, aiyoh!!! I alwayz forgot to look at the mirror and it nearly caused me accident like COUNTLESS OF TIMES!!!!!! haiz......People HORNING at me like COUNTLESS OF TIMES!!!! Looking at me like I am some kind of criminal, COUNTLESS OF TIMES!!! Haiyoh!!! If not for going to malaysia every week, Id rather take public transport!!!

I could still remember Juraimi asks me why do I buy the car since I always complain of not enough money. My reason was pretty simple... I need the car to bring my mum to malaysia. Itz more of necessity rather than comfort. Cuz I pity my mum having to lose breath everytime we queue up at the checkpoint. So thatz the very reason I have to sacrifice $286 every month for the car. Haiz...my bring home pay is 1100-286: left with 814...Haiz...814 to spend every month...thatz like I have to cut down on splurging on my body shop products which will take up $30 every month and also shopping on clothes and shoes and bags which accumulates to $100 per month...Argh!! A little wonder why I am left with what I have now...NO SAVINGS!!!!! Also, giving my parents $250.... Haiz.....So I need to start saving...thatz my new year resolution!!!

So up next is the new year resolution for the year 2007/ maal hijrah

  • To do the solat 5 times per day that was stated in the Qur'an (alwayz missed the timing, feelz really bad sey)
  • To save at least $100 per month
  • To claim for ot every time i do( alwayz kena lecture by my dearest brother juraimi, weird, he knows that I alwayz claim half time for most of my ot hours)
  • To get promoted by 2008
  • To at least handle poshgrove project by my own
  • To do filing almost everyday so that I wont waste my time filing for 2 hours....Dun care about the DD if he din sign (cuz he never sign one)
  • To be responsible for my actions instead of relying on others
  • To control myself when I am stressed esp if I got scolded by Juraimi cuz I remember the other time he did, I was like ON THE VERGE to cry!!!!!! Den he can still talk to me, seriously, when he did, my tears was already ON THE VERGE to drop from my eyes!!! I was super SHIVERING lor!!!! It was my mistake...
  • Like last year, I never learnt my lesson which is................TO BE MORE VIGILANT WHEN DOING MY WORK!!!!!!!!!! TO FOCUS!!!!! TO TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY FOR WHATEVER JOB THAT WAS GIVEN!!! (sumtimes the simplest thing is the most important task eg. filing of items and stamping original signed to drawings and contract documentation, etc...)
  • To stop sighing
  • To stop browsing thru the ex's blog and get myself being sad all over juz becuz he has moved on and I haven.
  • To be positive ALWAYZ!!!!!!

Whoa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Thatz quite a list and I am still adding more?!?!?!?!?! Okok....I tink if I list everything down, it will never end..So I guess I have make my statement...

Happy new year everyone(not too late for muslims but too late for the rest of the races)

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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