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Life is full of Ups and Downs...its your choice whether you want it be on the bright side or the other
Haiz...I really should stop yeah..browsing his blog. Yet again, itz such a dissapointment reading thru it. Haiz....I read thru everything yet again (mcm takder kejer lain gitu). Haiz......Why oh why must it be this way....I really should move on.
Haiz......Saying is easier said than done. By the end of 2007, I shall make sure, he shall remain as a friend and no more than that. Itz not my fault to fall head over heels for him. It just happens. We were together and then we were not all because of a mistake we make. Anyways, it gotta happen. I am just tired already. Tired of having to let my heart getting broken everytime till I have a phobia of getting attached. What if the guy's parents dun like me???
Anyways, I know myself. I can never get the guy I wish for cuz perhaps the guy have already has that sumone in his mind. Yeah, whoz that sumone? I dunnoe....I really dunnoe. Who am I? An average girl who doesnt know how to dress herself up. Sumone who alwayz mumble and talk super fast. I just can never be the girl of every guy's dream cuz I lurve being myself. I will never upgrade. I did upgrade myself ONLY when I was with the ex. When I broke up, I just dun feel the vibes to dress myself up. To me, a guy should like me for who I am and not for what I am. Which is why, I guess nobody would want me. Haiz.....Life is so miserable.........
Life...why make it so hard.....Maybe I am having the PMS which is why I am feeling down these few days especially to see that maybe I will be the only single in the singles club. Pressured by others. Never mind....Its ok. Soon but maybe not so soon I may be attached. Rather choose the guy properly...Itz easy actually to find the guy....the most is chemistry. I dun care bout looks anymore cuz Looks bring me nowhere. Haiz...If I am pretty, perhaps, I can consider looks. But I am just average looking with big eyes and double eyebags and 1 nose and 1 mouth(nosy) and 2 ears, who would want me? Haiz.......
Life.........is so.................MISERABLE...........
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Today shall be better than tomorrow seems like fading away day by day as I enter into the realm of roller coaster life. I see the roller coaster and I see stressed face on my face. To be dragged to work. I wish I can hold on to the handrails longer. I mean, I cant scold him cuz partly itz my fault. At the worst, I may get scolded back. So Id rather keep quiet and let the rants out to the walls of the toilet or to fidah. Haiz.........
Life is so....................................MISERABLE...............
Get this in my mind and I will feel down the whole week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!! Give me life!!!!! Give me a BREAK! "HAVE A BREAK, HAVE A KIT KAT" hahaz!
Okies peepz......Adios......
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