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Life is full of Ups and Downs...its your choice whether you want it be on the bright side or the other
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Itz 246 again... Besides being the multiple of two, it also marks the day of my birth. Thus today I will be turning 21...
Turning 21...
Haiz...a year ago it was the BIG 2...now...itz BIG 2 + 1...21...............
Haiz..............................
I am getting older and therez more responsibility to take on. I wonder what will the outcome be for this year.. I mean…what was my birthday wish last time??
Lemme see the archives for a moment…
Hmm…………
- to receive a call from him giving me a birthday wish(negative)
- to receive birthday wishes from my friends juz like last 246(a bit positive)
- to receive birthday presents at least from my closest friends(positive)
- to be happy with my working life(a bit positive yet negative)
and yesterday’s wish
- Still hoping for him to call me at the strike of midnight(negative)
- Waiting for tomorrow to come..I would like an ICE CREAM Cake as my bdae present!!!
The wish that came true was……
- Receive a call from him giving me a birthday wish and calling at MIDNIGHT!!!!!!!!!
- Receive birthday wishes from my friends juz like last 246
The others did not came true….
So yeah…a bit sad…but I shall move on with life and just be happy. Moreover itz my BIRTHDAY!!!!! Yeah…so the best was receiving that call from that special one who still have a place in my heart..I wonder if I still have a place in his heart???
Haiz…so be it then..I shall not be jealous of girls getting near him but I am. So I shall persevere. Hold on..He did say this sentence yesterday nite which makes me happy!!!!..Shant say it..so yeah. I guess thatz it.
Anywayz…today I went shopping with my mum. Unknowingly, I had actually bought presents for my sis using my bday money! SHUCKS! But never mind, I can always replace it when my pay comes in next week.
Shopping has never been better….eating at Swensons at Suntec City was DEFINITELY better than anywhere else. Reason is because…the food came in like a few seconds after ordering. Not only that the people there are all SUPERBLY friendly!!!!!
Anywayz……today has been great so far as it IS my BIRTHDAY!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WISHING ME ON MY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|11:25 PM|
Friday, June 23, 2006
Today is the eve of my birthday........
Hmmm....events for today are............
- Feedback session with the DD regarding the AD....
- Ate 2 cakes in celebration of my bday and Kah Ming's Bday
- Got money as a bdae present (seriously, i din expect it to be that much)
- Got presents from my Parents...
- the day just turns better today
- Still hoping for him to call me at the strike of midnight(negative)
- Waiting for tomorrow to come..I would like an ICE CREAM Cake as my bdae present!!!
So yeah....I guess thatz it...
Wait for tommorow's update! If I have the mood to blog...
|10:21 PM|
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Wokayz.......itz been 2 weeks since I last blogged..Today I blogged cuz FINALLY, therez a turn of events.
Yeah....the week have been sad for the couple of days with my poor appraisal only to be reviewed today. Then, the boss and the clever guy giving me a piece of advice. The boss was like giving me a warning before he really blows up. Soon, Soon enough, I will be the victim of the wrath of his anger. I tink I will cry right in front of his eyes if he were to do that. As for the clever guy..he was giving warning also and said that hez been sheltering me from getting the scolding and that I will be in deep trouble once the project starts and he cant be sheltering anymore.
Haiz.......so yeah...I guess the pressure is already mounting on me. Seriously....it is..I nearly want to quit after seeing my appraisal but it wont reflect good and moreover I din learn much yet. I have to wait a little while more. I have to wait and wait. Like I said, Nadia has been helpful and the clever guy also have been nice to me.
Today, therez also another reason why I wrote this blog...
Itz 2 more days to my birthday...Yet, I received no news from the loved one. :( Haiz...Itz nearly 4 days..I yearned for his voice. Haiz...never mind...I shall be patient. Thatz the key. I mean he did say, just be patient. He will come when I least expected. I mean thats what been happening. When I expect something, I will be sad when it din happen. He knows it so do I. Hahaz :)
There was an Art Festival at Lot 1. It was wonderful. So that was the turn of event also.
Seriously, I would have loved watching it with my loved one. The festival ended with fireworks. It makes it even more romantic having your loved one hugging you and then kiss you on the cheeks. Besides that, he whispers the 3 words, " I love you" in your ears while hugging and watching the fireworks. Whoa..where did I see that scene??? Oh yeah.....on CH8 and CH5.....Itz romantic. How I wish I could experience it!!
That scene can only be captured in my brain and be a dream never to come true. This is because the event will end this sunday...Haiz.......
So yeah...thats the news I have for the week..I wonder if I would update about the event leading to my Birthday...Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
That again will be the story of fate and time...........
|9:29 PM|
Friday, June 09, 2006
Seriously.....Seriously.....
Okiez..I have a lot of time blogging this week cuz I was sick. As in SERIOUSLY SICK. I was down with Cough, Flu and Fever! Gosh!!! I hate the sickness but what to do...Haiz...I dun even know how it start. All I know, it starts with a fever and an irritation throat last tuesday. I guess itz due to crying a lot on monday. I mean itz 24 hours mah....Yeah2.....so the person had explained what happened.
Actually, I was sick since last thursday. I was well cuz the ulcer at my teeth was ok. Since the RAFFLES doctor actually cursed me, he actually said," I wonder how come you dont have any sore throat?" What the heck?! SORE THROAT!?
True enough to his words...................I did get a throat irritation last monday. I could still talk though. It just got worst by the day. Yeah, I was having fever. The fever never did subsides..Hahaz..I just act as per normal. Tuesday was the worst cuz I feel super weak all over that I spent my lunch time SLEEPING that my Exec Director asked me if I had eaten any or not. Truth is, I cannot even eat due to the throat irritation. I went to the doctor and get my medicine. That throat irritation was gone only to be REPLACED with a ROCK STAR voice! So yeah, that explains my voice now.
Yesterday, I could barely talk cuz I could feel the pain while talking yet I still persevered. Today, I can talk without the pain but the voice is still there. Gosh, sometimes I miss my own voice. Haiz....
I just hope tomorrow it will get better...And now...back to the topic of flaming up in the tagboard...
I am so sorry for causing all the commotion. I mean, I shouldnt have said what I have said in the blog cuz it caused flaming up in the tagboard. From none to flaming up. I am really sorry cuz the person who tagged was not who I was referring to. Sorry, missy... Yeah..seriously, how many times did I talk about love and there will sure be flaming up. I guess, the blog peepz are really keened to stop me from talking about love. Hahaz..:)
So yeah, this week will be lesson for me..Never EVER write stuffs that might pin point to the wrong person. I dunnoe why must I use codenames. Seriously, I used codenames to make the person dun realised itz them. But, seriously, again I must say I am sorry.
|9:12 PM|
Monday, June 05, 2006
Gosh!!NEVER in MY WHOLE LIFE I CRIED THE WHOLE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
I hate it, I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SO WHATS IT? FIGURE IT OUT YOURSELF!
ALL I KNOW......I JUST HATE IT!!! IT BRINGS ME SADNESS, LOSE FAITH IN IT, AND TO THINK I HAVE BEEN HURT BY THE SAME THING BY THE SAME PERSON SO MANY TIMES YET I CAN STILL BE SO NAIVE!!!!
ARGH!!!!!
YEAH, if you guess sumthing to with the heart. You are correct. I really hate IT!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!
I JUST HATE IT!!!!!!!! GOSH!!! YEAH....ITZ TRUE...
This morning, I cried because of sum crazy conversation. Yeah, getting green with envy, jealousy but I can still go on....Then, I tot it would just end there..BUT NO!
Around 4pm......I received this message which was like...wait till the situation gets better????? WHOA LAU! DID this person read my heart or what?! What situation? Does it involve me??? Does it have got to do with the person who din want us to be together again? Does it involve the third person who likes this person? WHAT?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!
24 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!
|9:28 PM|
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Hello Everybody!!!
Yeah, I realised my taggie has been silent..Guess itz my laziness to update everyday..Anywayz..
This week is like any other week...I am so in love yet so not in love..What the heck am I talking about...Yeah..Guess u have to figure it out urself. I aint gonna explain cuz I also dunnoe what the heck am I experiencing myself.
This week has been like a roller coaster..I was sick on wednesday with my teeth giving me problems and I just found out that I wont have any money cum end of the month again. I have book lessons for August weekend this time around using my May Payday..And next month, I am gonna fork out another 200 buckz for another round of choosing dates..My July pay, will be used for last min booking. 200 bucks can be used for 3 lessons which is good. So altogether if my maths is not wrong, I will take up 9 revision classes. Will that be enough. I shall see during my first Revision class due in July. I haven think of a date cuz like i said, itz used for last min booking. All I know, itz gonna be the last weekend of the month and the last lesson which is 3.45-5.30pm. I must look into bbdc every lunch time to get this slot cuz it HOT, HOT!!!
Anywayz..this week is better and I tink......Ever since nadia join the group, I feel much happier..at least therez sumone I can relate to...So yeah, I guess I am gonna stay a bit longer than planned but the future is still BLEAK...so...
Juz wait and see the POWER of GOD, TIME, FATE and DESTINY!!!!!!!!!!
|10:05 PM|