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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Sunday, May 28, 2006

Hallo!!! This week is the beginning of the worst nightmare!! I mean...I juz realised something.....My team members hate me!!!! GOSH!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!! Luckily..Alhamdulillah therez a saviour...NADIA!!! Shez my new incharge..And I hate the CLEVER GUY!! I mean..he was so SARCASTIC when I made a SIMPLE mistake which I never realise!!!!

Gosh!!!!They hate me but itz ok..IT WAS MY FAULT..I din try to talk to them.I mean..I dunnoe..I was SUPER STRESSED WORKING!!!!! Nadia made it simpler..She will teach me what to do and I can come to her if I had any problem. I mean, there was FAVOURITISM going on in my team. I can see the difference of the way they treat each and everyone of us. Gosh!!! Never mind!!! I aint gonna stay longer than 2 years anywayz..My plan to stay in one company forever seems to be DASHED by these people!!!

Haiz!!!! So in order to let go of my stress....I TURN TO SHOPPING AND WATCHING MOVIE ALONE!! GOT THAT! ALONE!!

ALONE!!! I turned to all my friends at the last minute that they turned me down..Perhaps, I shouldnt do that. Learn my lesson now..It was fun watching X Men The Last Stand..It was SUPER GOOD!!!!! NO ONE BELIEVES ME WHEN I SAID I WAS WATCHING ALONE! Gosh! Haiz..I was super sad with my team mates that I have to go thru this by myself. It was great not thinking of the problems at work..

I wish I had a boyfriend who will be there in times like this. To him I will throw out my heart's desire and problems..Now that I am single, I cant just DASHED at my ex. He already had enough problems of his own. I will be adding to it.

Going to my best friend? Shez already attached..Thus, I cant really pin my hopes that high cuz she needs time with her current boy. As for my other best friend, fida, she also have problems of her own and as compared to mine, hers is much complicated then mine. Shant say it..All i know, I need to be strong to face this... God will only gives u problems which u can handle..

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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