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Life is full of Ups and Downs...its your choice whether you want it be on the bright side or the other
Hallo!!! This week is the beginning of the worst nightmare!! I mean...I juz realised something.....My team members hate me!!!! GOSH!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!! Luckily..Alhamdulillah therez a saviour...NADIA!!! Shez my new incharge..And I hate the CLEVER GUY!! I mean..he was so SARCASTIC when I made a SIMPLE mistake which I never realise!!!!
Gosh!!!!They hate me but itz ok..IT WAS MY FAULT..I din try to talk to them.I mean..I dunnoe..I was SUPER STRESSED WORKING!!!!! Nadia made it simpler..She will teach me what to do and I can come to her if I had any problem. I mean, there was FAVOURITISM going on in my team. I can see the difference of the way they treat each and everyone of us. Gosh!!! Never mind!!! I aint gonna stay longer than 2 years anywayz..My plan to stay in one company forever seems to be DASHED by these people!!!
Haiz!!!! So in order to let go of my stress....I TURN TO SHOPPING AND WATCHING MOVIE ALONE!! GOT THAT! ALONE!!
ALONE!!! I turned to all my friends at the last minute that they turned me down..Perhaps, I shouldnt do that. Learn my lesson now..It was fun watching X Men The Last Stand..It was SUPER GOOD!!!!! NO ONE BELIEVES ME WHEN I SAID I WAS WATCHING ALONE! Gosh! Haiz..I was super sad with my team mates that I have to go thru this by myself. It was great not thinking of the problems at work..
I wish I had a boyfriend who will be there in times like this. To him I will throw out my heart's desire and problems..Now that I am single, I cant just DASHED at my ex. He already had enough problems of his own. I will be adding to it.
Going to my best friend? Shez already attached..Thus, I cant really pin my hopes that high cuz she needs time with her current boy. As for my other best friend, fida, she also have problems of her own and as compared to mine, hers is much complicated then mine. Shant say it..All i know, I need to be strong to face this... God will only gives u problems which u can handle..
|10:29 PM|
Hallo!!!! When was the last time I blog? Last monday becuz I failed! The feeling of regret still lingers around me!!!
Anywayz, this week have been going great. I hope this coming week will be better. I am prepared to get scolded again. I mean, I din come back on saturday though I think I should have. Aiyah, never mind ar..I pass it on friday already. So I guess going to work on saturday will be suicidal. Id rather get scolded on weekdays rather than weekends cuz itz supposed to be pleasure day not working day.
Haiz...Again...this coming week, im prepared for the worst to come....Since therez no more scapegoat for him to scold. Haiz....save me!!!
Seriously, SAVE ME! All I know, I have to face it!!! The first thing to do is..To think of the worst that could have happened and think of how to relent it from happening! Yeah...The worst..then it wont be that bad if itz not what you imagined........
Okiez..I better go already..Since this life is normal in the WORKING WORLD!!!!! Working world is TOTALLY different from SCHOOL!!! Thats for sure!!!
|10:13 PM|
Hello peepz!!!!!
Itz been another week gone by...
Today I took my first attempt of practical lessons and I failed by 10 points..I really hate myself. All the mistakes that were made were all............................
MINOR MISTAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MINOR!!!
2 points for each mistakes that once accumulated became more than 20 points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Never mind..the next test date that I book is on 26th August. I hope I will pass taking into consideration all the MINOR MISTAKES!!!!! Seriously, that is what I am hoping for!!!!! The date is on a saturday cuz I dun want to waste my annual leave. Yeah, I wasted my annual leave today. I took a day off knowing I have to submit a correction of my measurement by this friday b4 5pm. Can I make it in time? I dun want to take a month to finish off my measurement!
I wasted my weekend again thus I start my work today. My weekend was spent slacking and of course cleaning up my dusty room. I dinnoe how dusty my room were till last weekend. Where do I have the time to clean my room when everyday I came back at 11pm feeling shagged! Haiz..I just hope this phase will go away!!!!
I need my licence before HARI RAYA!!! Reason being, I wanna drive a car by hari raya to visit all my relatives!!! No more taking buses!!! Insya'allah, dengan doa dari teman2, saya akan lulus pada kali ke-dua....
Please hope I passed this time round!!!!!Haiz...will update on it soon!!!!!
I know I failed but therez a thing called a next time. I hope I will make lesser minor mistakes in order to pass the next time around!!!!!!!
Chill out peepz..I wonder when will I blog again..I hope soon enough!!!
|8:18 PM|
Harlowz..Itz been what? 2 weeks since I last updated this thing...
Wellz..I have been busy...Also...I took my driving almost everyday now due to last minute booking..I din noe that itz that easy to get slots during office hours..Therez bound to be empty slots..Im still aiming for the 13,14 and 15th May slots. These 3 days are the most critical days yet I still have not found a slot. Letz see if this week I can get it..
Wellz..Everyday I find this job getting mundane(is that the word for boring?) Wokayz yeah..SUPER Boring! I just wished I could just quit and stay at home. I know that aint gonna happen cuz then there will be no income. I shall persevere for a while more. I thought I have no work. When therez work to do...It got super a lot that I dunnoe where to start....I shall persevere!!!!!
Yelpz for help! This past week, I received a call from B...Tat was quite a surprise. I mean, seriously I din expect him to call. The call from him was really a surprise. Really..it was..But he called during my busy period..Haiz..calling at the right time always..:) Reason: The call kinda give me the booster though I talk to him like I wanna quarrel with him. Haiz....
Yeah..entering the 2nd month of working and itz still the same. The feeling I had when I entered the company is losing itz energy!!!! Helpz!
Yelpz for help again! Tomorrow I have to submit everything to my senior and I have like 90% left to go!!!!! HELP!!
Wokayz..I tink I shall continue with it! I have lost one week!!!
|6:58 PM|