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Sunday, April 02, 2006
Hahaz….I received a shocking email this morning. It was sent last Friday but because of a reason or another, I couldn’t open the email.
Anywayz, the words that was being put in that email such as being a great gf?? Understanding and all??? Is it really true? I wonder…If I had been all that, why would he still think of another girl?? Head over toes with me??? He must be kidding me. Please dun joke with me, okiez. I am so not interested. If he were, then maybe, this situation might have had happen…
He would say bad things about me and then after which told me that actually he had loved me lot and that the love that he have given me could not be the same as any other girls that he is going to be with.
Or
Being the guy:
You know, I still misses you to be my girlfriend. You were the greatest gf that I have ever been with though I have been with so many girls before. (The verdict for this one: CRAZY FOOL and only crazy girls will believe this sentence.Reason is this one: "have been with so many girls")
That was what happen to my friends whom their ex’s loves them a lot and that they have been a great gf. That would be the scenario.
Whatever it is, I have given my honest reply as to why I wanted to be friends with him. The reason is I believe in forgive and forget. Actually this computer understands me pretty well. I had actually wanted to send out another post before this one and it died on me. It din want that post to be read by you guyz..
I dunnoe. I tried hating him but somehow or another…I just couldn’t. The fact that the name that appeared in the email was the girl whom he wanted to choose over me, I still couldn’t hate him. Juz what the hell is wrong with me?????? What????????
Haiz….how I really wish that I was the only girl whom he would have loved. Then this would have never happen. He was the only one thus I guess the damage that was caused by him was superbly bad. Shant say what the damage was but it has nothing to do with love cuz I still believe in it.
I remember this quote in my other post deleted by my computer...
Friendship equates to Relationship may or may not equates to Friendship once they broke up.
All I know..Im now...still in the rocky stage..Only time will tell if it equates to friendship or not...
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |11:44 PM|
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