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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Saturday, March 25, 2006

Itz been two weeks and I have seen a bit of how dangerous and fierce my boss can be. Seriously, if I were in that position getting a whole load of scoldings from my boss, I will cry. So I read the blog again....And again I was dissappointed. I put the feelings aside today just to ask him an old friend's number which I lost.

So I have been thinking, I read it yesterday and I was feeling a bit down. Even techno and fast songs cant liven things up. Today, in the morning, I try my very best to phrase the words correctly in my brain on how am I supposed to bring the message out to him so that it wont sound mean. I think it was mean. Whatever it is, he would never understand me as much as I could never understand him.

Haiz...seriously....I really dunnoe how he would react when he read but I can basically can roughly gauge how he would feel. Itz ok...I am fine now...All I know...I was in a happy mood last wednesday and because I read the blog, I was down.

I passed and I am going to grad from Singapore Polytechnic. I should be happy cuz.....the results was unexpected. I studied really hard for the sem paper and therez a A,B,C,D again....Every year...sure have A,B,C,D....Haiz...Itz fated I guess to have all the alphabets in my result slip. Itz been like that ever since PSLE. I also got A,B,C,D...Haiz...................................................

So anywayz...the hard work that was put in the Final Year Project which make me stayed overnight was being paid. Though we din get A for it but we got B + for it! I was so elated, REALLY for my FYP. But all was spoilt just by reading the blog. The week have been so frustrated juzt by reading the blog. Seriously, I dunnoe why is he making a fuss of what I said when I already mentioned in the past blog...He has let go of me. Period. All this while I know itz been a one way affair. All my reminincing have been gone ONE WAY AFFAIR.....Itz no longer the same...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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