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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Saturday, March 25, 2006

Hahaz! Today I received the most wonderful news ever or should I say the worst news ever!? Okokok..Should I tell you peepz??? Yeah. I was under an illusion all this while but yet..........OH WELLZ! It was a lie. All that I have hoped for was a lie...I was being fooled all this while!!!! WHY ME!WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anywayz..letz put that aside.....So yeah...Thanx kpo for making a comeback. U will comeback when I need you yeah? I wonder what..No matter whether u r a girl or boy, why not we make friends?? See ya in MSN sooon!

So today...I had the most boring day ever in my life. So...seriously speaking I din realised that I have a boring life till today. My weekends are spent at home...Actually I have a wishlist for my birthday...246...But I know..some of them are juz impossible to happen...so this is what it is...

  • to receive a call from him giving me a birthday wish(negative)
  • to receive birthday wishes from my friends juz like last 246(a bit positive)
  • to receive birthday presents at least from my closest friends(positive)
  • to be happy with my working life(a bit positive yet negative)

So yeah...thatz all for now..I juz realised itz the second post for the day which means..itz not the shortest post yet...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:51 PM|

Itz been two weeks and I have seen a bit of how dangerous and fierce my boss can be. Seriously, if I were in that position getting a whole load of scoldings from my boss, I will cry. So I read the blog again....And again I was dissappointed. I put the feelings aside today just to ask him an old friend's number which I lost.

So I have been thinking, I read it yesterday and I was feeling a bit down. Even techno and fast songs cant liven things up. Today, in the morning, I try my very best to phrase the words correctly in my brain on how am I supposed to bring the message out to him so that it wont sound mean. I think it was mean. Whatever it is, he would never understand me as much as I could never understand him.

Haiz...seriously....I really dunnoe how he would react when he read but I can basically can roughly gauge how he would feel. Itz ok...I am fine now...All I know...I was in a happy mood last wednesday and because I read the blog, I was down.

I passed and I am going to grad from Singapore Polytechnic. I should be happy cuz.....the results was unexpected. I studied really hard for the sem paper and therez a A,B,C,D again....Every year...sure have A,B,C,D....Haiz...Itz fated I guess to have all the alphabets in my result slip. Itz been like that ever since PSLE. I also got A,B,C,D...Haiz...................................................

So anywayz...the hard work that was put in the Final Year Project which make me stayed overnight was being paid. Though we din get A for it but we got B + for it! I was so elated, REALLY for my FYP. But all was spoilt just by reading the blog. The week have been so frustrated juzt by reading the blog. Seriously, I dunnoe why is he making a fuss of what I said when I already mentioned in the past blog...He has let go of me. Period. All this while I know itz been a one way affair. All my reminincing have been gone ONE WAY AFFAIR.....Itz no longer the same...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|12:33 AM|


Thursday, March 16, 2006

Well2, I just realised something. But..Oh never mind..Seriously, whoever who read the multiply blog, itz the truth. In fact, today, I did reminince the time with him yet again while on the way home..Haiz...........Oh wellz, I just hope one thing to happen for now..That our paths will cross again somehow...Yeah..I did wish for something on my first day of work last monday but it din happen. I actually wished that he would give me a call or at least msg me a good luck wish last monday. Haiz..Stupidity me!

Wellz...anywayz....the first week of work.....

I can expect this in future:-
  • Scoldings from my superior cuz im a super slow worker
  • to stay overnights in the office till the wee mornings
  • stresses due to forgetting how to do measurements
  • stresses due to working with a superior who pushes his workers to work(in a way, itz good cuz I can only work by people pushing me to work)

Yeah...u can guess it..Fortunately for me, I am assisting Mdm Annie who have been teaching me stuffs which I dont understand. She teaches great and in detail so that I can understand what she teaches. Seriously, everyday, I seem to ask her questions bout the measurement. I am dissappointed with myself actually cuz I am given an architect's drawing to measure which is my forte back in poly but now, NOW I seem to forget almost everything that I have learnt. I have to go through my poly notes(seems like lacking something), the SMM book and loads more. How I wish I have been like a top student, then I wont be like struggling now...At the rate I am going, I think I will be going for my further studies like next two years instead of the current plan of next year.

Yeah,all I know, today feels like a day I could blog. I dunnoe when I can blog again somehow..Letz see the time table yeah.....I hope I can last in this company forever or at least 5 years. I mean my aim in this company is to get promoted by the end of the 5 years I am working in DLS. Yeah..I dun aim that super high..I know myself better than others..Thus, being slow and can only work when being pushed by others, I guess itz gonna take me years to go up...

Haiz...wish me luck..Take care peepz of urself while I am away yeah........I am so looking forward to tomorrow!!! Yeah..Itz FRIDAY!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|9:08 PM|


Saturday, March 11, 2006

Hmmm....itz been a week since I last blogged...I haven got the chance to blog at my sis's place so here I am back in Singapore feeling tired and blogging about the trip... For pictures please go toScenery:- http://shanurda85.multiply.com/photos/album/13
Family:- http://shanurda85.multiply.com/photos/album/15
Letz begin with where I left at the last post. I was on the plane alone and gez what I saw on the plane? LOADS and LOADS of HANDSOME, CUTE Caucasian guyz! There was this cute one which I somehow took a little fancy on. The reason why I took a careful look on this guy was becuz I embarrassed myself in front of him. The embarrassing moment which he saw was me being very naïve about my eyes. I slept while I was on the standby room and thus when I woke up I look at the glass reflections of my eyes. When I turn to my left to head for the door, there he is, Looking, SMILING at me! I was shocked. A cute guy laughing at me for my naïve-ness! He gave way to me as I was in front of him then. So embarrassing! I wonder what he has in mind while he saw me doing that. Upon reaching Sabah, I had to leave my memories of him behind. So wasted! I should have taken a photo of me and him!!!!! Haiz...never mind, nice to look at but I can never have him.

Enough bout cute caucasion guyz back to my story…

This trip is about visiting my sister and my nephews whom I haven met them for a year now. Its super, duper LONG! I spent most of time here sleeping and oh my, I dream of my ex like twice??? Haiz, perhaps, I am too weak. I should let go. I should. I really should. So yeah…where was I? I was lost there a bit.

Hmmm…..Yeah, spending my time here sleeping like a log and watching tv and eat. On one of the days, we went shopping downtown. It was shopping for souvenirs yet I cant find any that caught my eyes. All I see is juz jewellery which I bought for my closest friends namely, Norhafidah, Yasmin and Norliana. As for the rest, Sorry yeah, there was none that caught my eyes. Unless I go to the Putatan Market, I could have bought you guyz loads of nice butterflies like in my room. I bought myself a REHAL: a holder to place the holy book, Al-Quran and a ring for myself.

Then, on Thursday, we went to the Kinabalu Park which is super cool yet a lot of ADVENTURES. I really mean ADVENTURE! When you wanna go there, prepare yourselves to ride through fogs aka clouds. Its true, REALLY true. I mean all you could see is jus white fogs and you cant even see the road in front of you!!!! Imagine the driver who drove the van! One must drive carefully yet there are cars overtaking our van! Imagine that!!!!!Luckily, it was on our back home and I am sleeping at the back with my nephews. On the way there, we took loads of wonderful scenery view!!!!!!!!

First stop is the park, we went to the highest peak (without climbing) to see the Mount Kinabalu known as the highest mountain in the region. I am so gonna climb the mountain the next time I am going. Then, we move towards the next stop which is to the museum. Therez nothing much in here to tell, REALLY.
The last stop before we head home is the Hot Spring. While my sister’s family are bathing in the hot spring, I went to the Canopy Walkway where you have to walk through the bridge over the trees. It is super scary! You have to climb 550m to reach the bridge. Even our highest hill of bukit timah is not that tall! The thing is we did not climb through the roads like the bukit timah trail; we have to climb through the available footsteps given! We have to walk past by the rainforest! The scenery, WONDERFUL! The journey, TIRING juz to get to the bridge.

After 10 mins or maybe less of climbing, we finally reach the bridge. Oh My! The bridge, is super duper HIGH and LONG! It stands at 550m high above ground and its around 157m long. Isnt that long?? The bridge is not even like the normal bridge. Its very shaky and not for those who have a phobia of heights! The view is MAGNIFICENT! There are photos which I uploaded in multiply so you can see the magnificent view. You should go!!!!

Yeah, after the walk at the canopy walkway, we head back home. The journey is great!!!!

Yeah, that was Thursday itenary..It was the longest day ever as we spent it outside.

Friday is the journey home…

Till I blogged again…….take care…

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|6:32 PM|


Friday, March 10, 2006

You scored as Physics. You once had dreams of learning how everything worked. But now your dreams are shattered in a wealth of incomprehensible mathematics. You still like messing about with lasers, but it all seems hard work now and not as much fun as it used to be.

Physics

88%

Engineering

81%

Psychology

75%

History

69%

Biology

63%

Maths

56%

Chemistry

56%

Modern Languages

50%

Philosophy

50%

Classics

50%

Theology

44%

English Literature

38%

Law

38%

Computer Science

25%

What degree should you have done?
created with QuizFarm.com

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|9:07 PM|


Monday, March 06, 2006

Yesterday was the most wonderful day of my life! There was a so-called girls nite out at my house yesterday! It was fun and exciting.It started out quite late around 6.30pm with me meeting up Yasmin at Teck Whye LRT stn.

We decided to watch Underworld Evolution. For those who are religious minded, this show is totally not for you! Itz super un-censored! But it was great somehow or another juz the S part was the unknown. I still cant figure out why there is a S scene in the story.

After which, I walked to my home with Yasmin to watch some gilmore girls that was missed earlier. At around 10pm,Liana and her sister came over to my place. It was hilarious and I dun think I can handle guests. I hope they enjoy my company though.

So yeah, everything started off when Liana was in my house. Initially, Yasmin din want to stay over but because it was SUPER-DUPER late, she decided to sleep over. We began to cook nuggets and fried rice to be served. Yasmin did the cooking of fried rice while me and liana did the nuggets. All I remember right now, after cooking, we watched Erlin Montel shown on Suria at 9.30pm which were also missed earlier in the day.

So yeah, when the show was over, it was bedtime which was around 2am++. Yasmin wanted to sleep in the sofa which I objects but since she insist, I let her do so. The two sisters slept over at my room while I sleep at my parent's room.

So yeah, tatz the story of yesterday.

Today, I had my first taste of driving lesson after one month of not practicing. Thank Goodness I still remember how to drive!!!!! But all is not lost, I drove POORLY! Hahaz!!! It was great cuz I met my old instructor, Mr Koh!!!

Yeah, tatz the event I have for you now...

Oh yeah, I am going to Sabah today and could only be reached at my old number of
9139....(fill in the blankz)

Till I blog again at my sis's place(c if i can), Bubbye and take care dude and dudettes!!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|2:22 PM|


Saturday, March 04, 2006

Hahaz!! Told you guyz I am gonna walk till Pasir Ris ryte yesterday? The bad news is we din managed to walk till pasir ris but....

WE WALKED TILL SINGAPORE EXPO HALL 5!!!

It took us around 8 hours of walk...By the time I reached Jurong mrt station, I cannot walk! DARN!!! Yelpz for help!! Today, I had a painful hip disorder aka sakit pinggang?? But dun worry, I can make it tomorrow for CYCLING!! mcm tak boleh, tapi Ill try and bolehkan..hahaz!

Wokayz..this walk is the BIG WALK!!! The reason why we stopped at Singapore Expo is becuz we were dead lost??? We took a bus at Singapore Expo. Actually, if we took a walk thru the Changi General Hospital, I tink we can make it till Simei. Itz ok, at least we make it thru!! I think I told Amanina n her friends that I stopped at Eunos..Sorry guyz..wrg stop ar..

I showed them photos to be uploaded in Multiply soon!!! As we walked, we saw the old buildings again and I took the picture of the SHACKED house which is undergoing some sort of renovation or demolition work. The reason as to how I know is becuz this time, i saw hoardings aka barricades surrounding the buildings.

Then, as we walked past thru Chinatown, we saw this SUPERBLY cheap store selling stuffs at a rate of 3 FOR $10!!!! Where can u get that kind of stuffs?! I tell you guyz this store is really selling good, GOOD stuffs!!!!!!! I mean, the stuffs if you bought it at Bugis will cost you between $9.90-$19.90. So where else should you go to get these stuffs for super CHEAP prices? CHINATOWN!!!! Itz been in Chinatown for a whopping 3 YEARS and goodness gracious, it wasnt shown on tv nor newspaper nor has anyone knew about it!!

SEE, SEE!! THEREZ MORE TO SEE THAN THIS!!!

Then,as we reached the Esplanade, I saw something that caught my eyes.. Some of the panels were straight and that it wasnt put at an angle as compared to the rest of the panels..Look at the picture in multiply..Ill give you the webby at the end of this post..See another remarkable photos by Sharifah..

After town is the Kallang River, we took some pictures at the Kallang river with me and my tired face!! Hahaz..I am already tired by the time I reached Kallang but I have to persevere in order to reach Pasir Ris!!!

At Geylang area...I dinnoe that there were also old houses there!! Gosh! Another thing found in Singapore!!! Fuh!! Isnt it fun!! Knowing your own country which all of us took for granted??? We should learn more about such stuffs so that we could tell the tourists more about the country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am lurving it!!!!I passed by my old attachment company, Premas International at Technopark @ Chai Chee!! I was delighted..If only fida will let me go in and meet my old colleagues back in attachment days! As I say, I am delighted!!! I am superbly happy!!!

SAY....

HIP,HIP!

HOORAY!!!!!!

SAY...

CONGRATULATIONS FOR MAKING THROUGH AROUND SINGAPORE!!!

WAIT!

Did I mention that a lot of tourists were actually laughing at me because I took a picture like I am like them myself???? Did I mention that as I passed Raffles River and Esplanade my mind was over to my charming and wonderful ex of mine??? Did I mention that we din took the normal route like we usually do from Outram to City Hall?? Did I mention that we took a picture per station when we left off but stop cuz we were tired???

Yeah...So..again!

Hip, Hip Hooray!!!!

Give a round of applause to Sharifah Nurulhuda and Norhafidah Marican for making it possible to walk from Dover MRT to Tanah Merah MRT and stop at Singapore Expo Hall 5!!!!!!!!!!!

Pictures from multiply:-
http://shanurda85.multiply.com/photos/album/12
Pictures from Photobucket:-
http://photobucket.com/albums/y6/shanurda85/The%20Big%20Walk/

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|1:26 PM|


Thursday, March 02, 2006

Wokayz...

I intended to write this post yesterday but perhapz I wasnt in the mood so I postponed it today. Of cuz, today, I am really not in the mood!!

Since itz no mood..i shall declare this post as the shortest this month..Saying that...

MY EXAMS IS OVER!!

I am supposed to be elated but I am not cuz...

I am leaving this skewl for the working world.....

Haiz.....

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|12:09 AM|