Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
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Life is full of Ups and Downs...its your choice whether you want it be on the bright side or the other
Wellz...the time now is 1.39am on the 14th February 2006..So you guyz must be wondering why am I still up and kicking at this hour when I am supposed to be asleep or at least study for estimating costing due tomorrow,15th February(24hours left and counting)...
Wellz..the reason is probably itz V-dae or Friendship day. Haiz...so what have I been doing for the last 2 years..Wokayz, those 2 years I have a boyfriend but now I am celebrating it as a singleton. I cant believe it but never mind, I have to believe it. I mean, there WAS a reason and a blessings. Those years was great but never o mind, I din do much to make him realised how much i love him... If you were to ask how I know, the reason lies in his blog. I mean, he could mention that..Oh....juz read it urself! The more I think about it, the more frustrated and sad I become. As a girl, I guess thatz a normal reaction. In my mind is a whirl of questions running as I remember each bit of sentence he types. Am I dreaming or am I not? Am I just plain stupid and stubborn to realise the truth?? Why cant I just let go and let him live his life peacefully?? He did, i know he did...haiz...
Haiz...I need someone to just trigger the light to make me concentrate on my studies and not think about it. So far, I found one. Yeah, you guess it right. Hafiz asked me a lot of questions the other day about CT and I realised I dunnoe a single thing! Thus, I took out my notes and study and understand till I can explain to him in DETAIL about the questions that he asked me. So yeah, for a moment there, yesterday nite at around 11pm, I shut my mind from love. I dunnoe why it trigger back today. Guess people around me wishing me valentine's day make me relive the moments of yesteryear...From single to couple to single again......OMG, am I really thinking of last year and the previous year??? Shuckz, I did?? I lost track of time..
I am so over this, I tell you guyz but I just cant help thinking about it. I should let it go. If its meant to be, it will come back. As far as the way I look at it, it will never come back. Itz ok, this is what I called reality. I cant expect all love life to be like in fairy tales. I used to think that way when suddenly the pain is just so hard to bear knowing that someone you love actually.....(fill in the blanks yourself). Yeah....reality hurts. I shall just take it in my stride that everything started of with me and I deserve to get this pain.
Yet again, I shall be strong and stay strong. Itz not for my friends, itz for the best of me. I should and I have to!!!
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