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Monday, January 09, 2006
Yes han, itz berlapis and its SUPER UNCOOL! Make my face eyes so uncool..Darn..Yeah..so itz been a week since the fyp...
Wokayz, I have a feeling and itz not a good feeling about the report. I think all of us felt the same. But I dun seem to know whats wrong with the report. Check it out, there seems to be nothing wrong with it. Just what is wrong?? Only god knows or is it just an instinct? Never mind..
Last week, my friends and I were talking about day after death and hari kiamat. I mean, I was quite scared..NO, SUPERBLY SCARED. Can you imagine living alone in the coffin being tortured for your sins on earth? Then, how bout imagining you were someone else? I mean, your roh or soul( is it) moving around during the judgement day without knowing anyone else? You are who you are? Then, how bout the future? It really kept me thinking, really. I mean the sins that I have done as compared to the good things I have done. Gosh!? I think I did a lot more sins than goodness in this world. I have been skipping my prayers and that is considered the biggest sin already in islam. However you may compensate by bertaubat and pray back but will it be accepted is a different matter. Only God will know when is the real taubat. I mean as a human, we tend to change. Have you ever realised that on one point, you tend to be really pious and at another you are not(forgetting the teachings of islam)?? The stories that were told in the library last week really scares me that till today, I can still remember the details of the chat. Gosh!? That was always the hot topic of the gossip. That wasnt the only time we were talking bout life after death. There were countless but I dunnoe why that day, the stories were really gruesome. Perhaps,the way they describe the place. Did you also know that when we were going to face HIM, we will be lined up in if im not wrg 9 rows. Each row will be categorized by what we did in the world. I cant imagine myself being in those gruesome rows of what we did in the world. I could only think being in hell for millions,perhaps Zillions of earth years before reaching heaven. It would be torturous. Gosh?! I cant even handle the pain of fire, whatz more the fire of HELL...Gosh!?
Okayz, before that turns into a lesson of agama, I guess I better stop. You guys should know. I just have to write it to calm myself down. I wanted to write it since the time they talked about it in the library. I dun seem to know why it have caused an impact on me. Perhaps, I think too much or perhaps I have been slacking too much about worldly stuff to think about the other side of the world. Seriously, Death makes me scared!!!!!!!! I haven really atone for my sins!! Gosh!?
A moment of prayers please, people for you guys and mine that we will atone for our sins before dying.
Yeah, scary sometimes can make people change for the better. Would I change for the better? Only time will tell. All I know, I really pray I would atone for my sins really before dying so that I can face HIM with an ease of mind.
Ok, tatz all...Sorry if itz more of agama thinggy cuz I just have to let it out.
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |12:23 AM|
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