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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Wokayz, that does it! I really dunnoe watz up with JK...Seriously, JK is like i dunnoe..What does he get by showing me his true colours? So I like this JK guy cuz hez jovial, happy go lucky, independent, not to mention his cute face. I just like his company. That was before he showed me bits and pieces of his colours which I really hate~ I wonder if he have the same character as another guy whom I know...
That was grossed man! If you make a mistake and you know its your mistake, you should just admit it and apologised for it. Whats the BIG deal of not apologising? Will it HURT you if you apologised? Will it KILL you if u apologised? JK if u r reading this, PLEASE TAG! I KNOW YOU READ SO PLEASE! TAG AS JK and not other people cuz I would like it to be anonymous, thank you...And B, it does not concern you.
Seriously, I am still thinking, what does this guy get?? Speaking of which, DOES ALL GUYS HAVE A BIG EGO?? BIG with the capital B! Come on man! I have yet to see a guy whoz so gentlemanly and have a lesser ego. I mean, ego is a should have for every man and woman. But they have to use it wisely. I dunnoe, they did say, there are a guys who is gentleman out there but itz just that I dun see one or I just dun appreciate them at all..Perhapz, yeah, maybe I dun appreciate it. I guess my baby B..wokayz...hez juz a friend now, for a short while, can la eh..Baby B..Hahaz..WOoopz..where was I?
Yeah, perhapz B has been a gentleman to me by sending me home till my doorstep while we were attached,paying for the food while we were attached, calling me early in the morning to wake me up during the fasting period..Gosh, when I list it down, Yeah baby, I think u fitz the bill to be a gentleman. Still, I cant accept the fact that we are just friends for now.
So? Is there a Problem? yES, to a certain extent, there is. The reason is because I have to move on as REALLY MOVE ON. Wokayz, perhapz I have moved on with my life. The only thing that is still stuck in this heart of mine is just B. I just cant figure out why his ex-s dumped him for another guy...REALLY. He was so sweet and all in the relationship...Itz just that inny, meeeny stuffs that just change it. I guess I exploited that inny, meeny stuffs that you guys got the WHOLELY WRONG idea about him. But no lei...my best friend saw him first hand, I need not say anything and there she said indirectly, Hez not meant for you and that she was quite shocked i would choose him.Reason, my version of bf was someone over the edge, still nerdy and fair looking and this guy doesnt fit except being fair. This reminds me of' Looking for a Guy' where the girl actually asks her friends about choosing the guy to go for the next round. Guess what, they chose the person whom she liked a lot," shane" was it to be kicked out from the show. Watever it is, she chose the right person, Wolfgang though Howard would be a better choice.
Seriously, I am tired being in a relationship for now. I need some rest and I dunnoe when will another guy make another move like he make 2years ago..more detailed..12th May 2004. Yeah, that was my ideal date but too bad, I exploited it once again when I told him a month later that I was just pretending. No point saying that I wasnt cuz seriously, I wasnt sure of the feelings myself till I was sure but I dunnoe how to describe the feeling. To cut short, the word that came out was pretending. Stupid ryte, cuz that started everything...All I know...I became a bit to possessive. Haiz..never mind, itz all over now, aint it?
Seriously, this is a topic that guyz would loved to tag cuz itz so called anti-them about being ego and all but seriously, all you need to do is state the most gentlemanly deed that you have done for a girl. I am not talking about ur girlfriend or sister. To any girl at all! Seriously..I need to know what is the deed that you think is gentlemanly! Dun forget the name that started this commotion, JK is the name. Dun look at me, cuz JK started by being ungentleman AND he admit to that!
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |5:07 PM|
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