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Monday, January 02, 2006
WoOO!!!! Guess what little peepz of bloghoppers, YESTERDAY, yes, YESTERDAY, I DID NOT SLEEP!!!! That was quite a miracle...To think, I thought I would be tired..Nevertheless slept at around 6.30++am this morning and woke up at around 10am. But still, I have more energy..I guess if I did this often, I guess, I cant run for napha next week!
Whoa lau!!! My fyp is killing me man!! Never mind, always keep reminding myself, ' Dun look in the mirror and SEMANGAT BUAT KERJA!!!' Why dun look in the mirror u ask? Hmm, cuz I dun want to see my EYE BAGS..I hate my eye bags, itz not the normal kind of eye bags, but this eye bags of mine, had it since i was a baby actually folds itself into 2. Literally means I have 2 eyebags, if therez such a word. People say these kind of people ryte, falls in love easily..I doubt so.. All I know, I cry a lot thus my name...CHENGENG..or crybaby...One of nephew, Azwan also have this double eyebags..Also cry a lot like me! Hahaz but I cant get along with him cuz hez like me, a crybaby and moreover, I am super disgusted when guys cries. To me, they should be strong. To me, guys may cry if someone dear to them has died or dear to them will never be theirs..Technical terms: Broken Heart. Its the emotional thinggy.
Yeah, its the new year and I dont have any resolution because I made a resolution only on my birthday. It seems more ideal. Moreover, I still wonder why people celebrate new year when each day is like similar??? Actually, I prefer X'mas rather than new year. The celebration is much better in X'mas..Even the tv shows are better during X'mas rather than new year. Perhapz I am a malay so I dunnoe what is it about New Year. Used to go gugugaga over it b4 settling in poly. Perhapz, PERHAPZ, im getting older and matured?? Never mind, I always look forward to Hari Raya cuz tatz the time I really celebrated?? But this year, I dun feel the ambience.
Wokayz, perhapz the event in 2005 makes me dun want to look forward in 2006..Letz recap what happened in 2005...
- My area if I am not wrong was having blackout twice early this year??
- Broke up finally(would i return back> remains a qn)
- I am so into arabic songs
- I am still in the committee for nurhayat(din do much, really)
- made some new friends
- went for an interview
- had an encounter with ghosts (twice??) maybe itz just an illusion
- went to take a break in New Zealand n Sabah..really, that calm me a bit
- had a depression month like so many periods
- had a great bdae in skewl cuz ppl keepz wishing me? the best year + went out with B?
- something secretive happen in march
- became a cooking enthusiast
- got involved in a fiesta femina(malay production) as a lighting person
- quit my piano lessons(cont in skewl>remains a qn)
- saw a lot of kiasu incident back in june
- met the juniors and me becoming the seniors in skewl
- keep trying to curb the feeling but till today the love is still burning..darn!
- I tot i have a crush/infatuation on this someone till i saw the real him..i was pretty shocked..
Yeah, guezz tats about it..Tatz such a long list..go thru the old blog. I will create a new one as each year ends..Like it ever happens..We shall see about tat.Dunnoe got time anot..Hahaz :)
*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]* |8:13 PM|
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