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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri Dunearn Sec Singapore Poly RMIT Uni
Hangouts: Esplanade Central



[[ The Talk ]]


Monday, January 30, 2006

Hello peepz~~~

Tomorrow will marked the New Year of Islamic Calender. Thus, today there will be a lot prayers cum doa session for all the Mosques in Singapore. As usual, I will mark my resolution now(agama) and on my birthday(being old)....So the resolution for this coming year is:-

  • To start doing the 5 prayers( the basic yet it holds the most sin if we neglect it) and stop procrastinating on the prayers..Insya'allah
  • Stop procrastinating with my homework(really, ma frens are scolding me as i dun used to be like that)
  • Be more hardworking, be it at home or outside(slacking too much eh?)
  • Stop gossiping about artistes(they are also human beings like us, nuthin special bout them)
  • start going to mosques for any syarahan or forum
  • start being active in the muslim youth( i tink i can with the new kid on the block)
  • start calling back all my old friends whom i lost contact with(where r you??)
  • stop shouting(or is it i juz have a loud voice??)
  • start listening to Nasyid(lost contact with nasyid songs)
  • to pay back my past fasting which i left when i was having menstruation as fast as possible as Ramadhan is only around the corner.(when ar??)

Yeah...I guess thatz it... I really cant think of any...So yeah...I wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy New Year to all people!!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|1:51 PM|


Friday, January 27, 2006

Hehez....Hahaz....STOP!

Wokayz...I am going to tell this to you guys but please take a deep, DEEP, DEEEP breath okz?

Have you taken your deep, DEEP, DEEEEEEP BREATH???

Here goes...

Fida and I went to WALK from Dover MRT to Bugis MRT yesterday. Wokayz..
  • did that shocked you guys?
  • Did you guys say we are crazy people?
  • did that makes u awed at us for walking all the way from dover to bugis?
  • did that makes u say itz impossible?
  • did that make u short of breath?
  • etc....( tell me about it in my tagboard)
Yeah....so that is the thing..So now is the adventure STORY!!!

We started of from Dover at around 4.40pm. Initially the plan was to stop at Tiong Bahru. But I think we got too excited to walk that we decided letz just walk till our feet is tired. Thus the journey to Bugis..

So yeah, you guyz know about the trip to Redhill..There is no adventure because we have walked from Dover to Redhill for 4 times already till Fida have memorised the route. Of all the journey from Dover to Redhill, I prefer Queenstown to Redhill best! Guess the reason?? Quick...

Moment of silence...

The reason is.............I get to see a lot of cars around this area...From Jaguar to Lexus, you named it! I will look at the cars and gazed with AWE!!!!!! I just hope I can get those kind of CARS.

So yeah, the reason why the initial plan is to walk from redhill to tiong bahru is because we wanted to see the route without the railtracks..Our hunch was MRT tracks are always straight and the curves are quite minor. So we walked straight from redhill to Tanjong Pagar MRT till we got LOST! Yeah, you got it...LOST..

The adventure when we were lost in Tanjong Pagar towards Raffles Place MRT. We walked straight right? And where did it lead us to? PSA!! HAHAHAZ!!!! So we were shocked. I paniked of course..So I said, we have to turn left...turn and turn and turn...we decided to ask the security guards...herez their reaction:

Me/Us (M): Do you know how to walk from here to Raffles Place MRT?
Security Guard1 (sg) : Looking at us with shocked, "You sure wanna walk from here to Raffles Place?? It takes around 20-30 mins walk ya noe??? Why dont you take the MRT which is much more easier?"
M:No, itz ok...we just want to walk from here to raffles place. We just want to know the direction from here to raffles place mrt...

After much quarrelling among security guard 1 and 2, they decided that we have to take the route where there are more buildings as compared to taking the expressway route which for us thinks it looks very ULU and SCARY....Till now,I can remember their expressions in their faces!!! The shocking look!!

Then, we finally moves off from the security guard laughing at them for belittling us. Imagine if we say we were from Dover MRT..i imagined they would say this, "We suggest you go to Tanjong Pagar MRT and go home better". Hahaz! =D

So yeah, we went and stop at Tanjong Pagar MRT to look at the map and guess what happen! We scolded ourselves cuz there was a SHORT CUT!!!!!!! We could have skipped tanjong pagar and walked thru NEL tracks instead cuz from Outram to Chinatown is much much easier route than walking from Outram to Tanjong Pagar route..It took us 45mins to get from Outram to Tanjong Pagar. The upside is...I took a LOT, LOTs of pictures of old buildings waiting to be demolished...

When we reached Raffles Place MRT, the feeling was(instead of tired) we felt immense joy and excitement!!! We shouted when we reached City Hall MRT...the Singapore River Walk...I shouted..."ARGH!!!!IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!! WE MADE IT!!!!!!!"

Really, I am that excited!!! From dover to City Hall MRT!!! Who wouldnt!!! I mean itz an adventure man!!! REALLY AN ADVENTURE!!!! I get to see a lot of things...The trip to bugis was taking a shorter route by using Suntec City to our destination..Therez a link from Suntec City to Bugis MRT if you realised. So we played cheat but we still reached Bugis..From Dover to Bugis, Ya know!!!!

So yeah...that is the main story I would like to tell you.....

There will be another walk to Bugis this coming february after ma last paper on the 28th February. So anyone who is interested, please tag or msg me on ma phone..I promise you itz gonna be an ADVENTURE!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:58 PM|


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Here are the rules:

Post 5 random/weird stuff about yourself. List 5 fellow bloggers whom you want to do the same.Visit their blogs and tell them they've been tagged and ask them to read the rules in your blog.

Five weird/random stuffs you need to know bout me...

1) I am a left handed person but are trying to write with my right hand...(hey, not many people are left handers)
2) When I am stressed or tired, I will be a little bit crazy by talking nonsence..(ask my fyp mates or the 4 girls..they know)
3) I just started to be VAIN after BREAKING up with my ex..(ask my friends who saw me do makeover lessons with them)
4) Lurves to play piano but because I have been criticised a lot of time by friends and family, I play for myself only(im hurt inside)
5) I sneeze loudly that it echoes back(asks everyone..they are deaf becuz of me)

The next 5 peeps to continue the tradition are:
1) Aishah
2) Nisa
3) Jeremy
4) Ezahan
5) Zulfadly

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|11:51 PM|

Hmmm...I am supposed to do the tag thinggy but I guess that have to wait till later cuz I really cant think of the 5 things now..All I could think about was the story I have to say today!!!!

Hmm...I am superbly HAPPY today cuz...........

I met a handsome head..his name is Aminnudin..Hez an ustaz and a handsome one at that...He does reminds me of Ramdhan..My other friend who is studying in Mekkah now..I wonder how is he...Muka sama cuma complexion aja lain..(teruk eh si minah nie?? gi masjid ke cuci mata pun orang tak tahu...hahaz :P)He will be in charge of Al-Iman Youth Wing so I will expect to see his cute face often..Fuh!!! For the first time, a handsome head..Lagi bersemangat nak buat kerja!!! But then...since I will be working in DLS in March...I dun think I have the Time to come for meetings nor activities cuz therez NO HOLIDAYS.......:'( So sad....Never mind, Its ok. I shall leave that to the juniors....

Then, when I reached home, my mum told me that my fav. nephews is coming over this weekend!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!! YEAY!! Hmmm...I wonder how do they look like cuz seriously I heard, they are bigger in size...I am pretty sure the 2nd nephew will look dashing while the eldest will be sweet looking...orang melayu kata hitam manis..I really cant wait..but I have to spring clean my room which is in total mess ryte now(maklumla..Exams is around the corner..2 weeks from now aja...SETERESSSSSSSSSSSSS)...

So yeah..Thatz all about it...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|11:38 PM|


Sunday, January 22, 2006

WoriTEY...I better list down the dates for exams week yeah.........

In 3 weekz time...A WEEK after CNY, is Term Test for MBW, CT and is it Estimating n Costing?? Never mind, time table out either this monday or wednesday...

After that is SEMESTER EXAMS...........WOW!!! TAT WAS EARLY??!?!

Then, one week holiday...of which, one day I have to take the BCSS(safety) test for Safety Officer ranking?? So I only rest for 6 days so I cant meet my 2 fav. nephews again...:'(

Then...13th march...Working in DLS which is in TOWN!!!! Cant wait but I dunnoe...Annual dinner and dance will be on the 17th March..Got that Mr?? Wanna go wit me?? MSN me or Msg me.. Alrighty!?!?!!? $55 buckz per person..at Swiss Hotel at Merchant Court..Near my workplace..

So tentatively...this are the dates according to order:-

13-17th February Term Test
20th Feb - 3rd March Sem exams
7th or 8th March BCSS test
13th March 6th Month Probation period at DLS
17th March Annual Dinner and Dance for DE skewl
12 Sept...... If I pass the probation period..I am OFFICIALLY working at DLS


Yeah..the thing is...Without understanding whatever the lecturer is talking about in class..I can only see a lot of Failures in this test..I shall persevere cuz I know I can!!! Prayers again for me that I will pass this last streak of Poly..Cuz I am in my FINAL YEAR and I just want to go out of POLY!

Tired of studying but working in DLS will be a learning experience for me as I gain and learn at the same time to prepare me for further study overseas..still thinking of a country...Hahaz(like I have the money) At the most, ill study part time in NUS with this line of Construction Industry..6 years or is it 4 years..I dunnoe??

So watz the plan from now till examz period........

Hmmm....study, finish up the project on hand(really, the lecturers are out to kill us)..after fyp, more mini projects coming up..., finish up UNFINISHED hwk of Con Tech(lazy to draw cuz i know my drawing sux) and study for the test again...I wonder, wherez the life in that?? Hmm..with fida asking me to go to GYM, i think therez sum life in it...Muz TONE my body!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|12:20 AM|


Thursday, January 19, 2006

Halo!! Wokayz...today, yesterday was a SUPERB DAY!!!!

Hmm...I shall start with today as it is much more fresher in my mind than yesterday...Hmm, I just realised my hwk have actually finished without me realising it. Seriously, I thought there was more when today when I checked with my friends, finished already..So then, after finishing everything, fida and I went to Eunos for the same reason as the earlier post.After which, we went window shopping for shoes, clothings and toiletries at Bugis Junction. We ate at Burger King before window shopping.

We had fun but because the both of us were carrying a HEAVY bag, we decided to go home after getting our stuffs. I din went home straight. I went to meet someone. (Plz dun reveal urself)Wokayz, it was great. He carried my bag for me which is so SWEET of him. He sent me home, Technically...(sweet ryte) We talked and all in all, I just lurve being around him(though itz not often)...Missing him already but never mind..that moment will be in my memory forever..

Yesterday.......

Hmm...what happened yesterday?? We ended around 3pm. I went to DLS company as the rest of the group; Wirda, Sharina n Fida had an interview there yesterday at 4.30pm. Haiz, I hope all of them esp. sharina n fida got the job. I will be very lonely there cum 13th march and their company will turns thing around for me!

Yeah, around 3.45pm we reached Chinatown and when we were about to move into the opposite building, a woman slipped thru the staircase. There was a HUGE 'BANG' sound. Can you believe it? It must be SUPERBLY painful!!!!!! I mean, she fell on her butts! If I were her, I cant walk. Luckily, there was a lot of passers-by to stop her from dropping further as according to Fida(first hand encounter), she nearly toppled the staircase!!!(is that the sentence to be??) Malay sentence, ' jatuh terbalik mcm yang kat tv 2...di mana dia jatuh dari satu tangga ker lagi satu'
So yeah,tat was a shocking event. I was at the back of the passers-by so I din see anything..Only heard the HUGE sound.

After that event, we took a taxi to DLS building. Reached DLS building at around...4.15pm I guess.. It is situated at Central Mall which is in between Chinatown NEL station and Clarke Quay NEL station. Hmm..The company is a BIG company taking the whole of 5th Floor. I can only imagine...I am going to be one of the Employee working here..Will I survive or will I be dead??? I mean..Itz gonna be a hectic, stressful...I wonder will it be as happening as Premas International Site office?? So yeah..I was wondering quite a lot looking at the company...13th March will I experience that feeling!!!!

After they had their interview, we went to eat at Sakura @ Far East. It was nice. You should try it sometimes...After eating, as usual, being GIRLs, we would go WINDOW shopping again!!!! Nice aint it. As we had a long day yesterday, we were superbly tired once after the last shop. I guess if everyday, I were to be like this, I would go thinner..

Come to think of it..I am thin just that I need to tone up my body so that it would look healthy. Being too thin for a girl to me is not pretty at all. We need a little bit of flesh to freshen up and look healthy. I dunnoe bout guyz and being thin?? For me, I used to be vain about being thin because I nearly tip off the Overweight in secondary 5. Thus, I feel very scared. All I know, being in poly made me lose 4-5 kgs?? Thatz quite a lot to me cuz I can FEEL the difference.. From a size M to a size S? A lot ryte??? I dunnoe..All I know, I would like to maintain the shape I am in now..with a little bit of tone just like a friend of mine...They tend to look healthy and have more confidence..The plan is to RUN 3 times per week..(superbly Impossible) considering I am a LAZY person..Hahaz! Admit it!!! I shall disciplined myself...I shall and I will!!!!

Thatz all for now..Again...for the person, PLEASE DUN REVEAL URSELF...Take care peepz and I shall see u in a week's time if I have GREAT story..Perhapz...even tomorrow where we will do our LIGHTING project in a Swimming Pool of SP!!!

Oh yeah..PLEASE COME THE OPEN HOUSE NOW IN SP FROM 19-21st January and be a Star like..Khairul Anwar, Taufik Batisah and Hazrul Nizam..or even be an Organiser for activities!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:44 PM|


Friday, January 13, 2006

Wow! Itz been a week and still nothing really interesting happening..Tatz like so BORING! Gosh! GOSH! Okiez, so as u guyz must have guess...We have solved the problem. I dunnoe how JK do it or perhaps he din do anything cuz the other party said sorry to us first when Itz supposed to be us saying sorry.

Yeah...so there goes the story..Eh, last tuesday was Haji Ryte??? Woopz! Yeah! But nuthing really happen...Haji to me is a more solemn event..We shouldnt have celebrate it as much as Eidul Fitri...I dunnoe why but I guess, itz been that way since dunnoe when. I just cooked rendang and lodeh forHaji..

Haiz...Seriously, I really have nothing to say this week since my FYP is over, it feels as if life is back to so called boring..I cant wait to have that someone(anyone) to say this. " Will u be the girl for me?" Itz so desperado...No lar..I just wanna make friends like all my friends are doing. No point looking for a boyfriend just because I broke up. Who knows, it might just be loving that someone due to a fall out. It would do an injustice to the other party. Which is why I rejected one friend of mine some time back..I wont want to do an injustice to the other party. I heard, that friend of mine is happily attached to another girl whom I dunnoe who. I guess, Life is too short to be enjoyed.

Yeah..since Im kinda bored, the blog today is also kinda bored..Sorry yeah...Not my style today..Tried as much to make it as lively as possible...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:55 PM|


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Wokayz, that does it! I really dunnoe watz up with JK...Seriously, JK is like i dunnoe..What does he get by showing me his true colours? So I like this JK guy cuz hez jovial, happy go lucky, independent, not to mention his cute face. I just like his company. That was before he showed me bits and pieces of his colours which I really hate~ I wonder if he have the same character as another guy whom I know...

That was grossed man! If you make a mistake and you know its your mistake, you should just admit it and apologised for it. Whats the BIG deal of not apologising? Will it HURT you if you apologised? Will it KILL you if u apologised? JK if u r reading this, PLEASE TAG! I KNOW YOU READ SO PLEASE! TAG AS JK and not other people cuz I would like it to be anonymous, thank you...And B, it does not concern you.

Seriously, I am still thinking, what does this guy get?? Speaking of which, DOES ALL GUYS HAVE A BIG EGO?? BIG with the capital B! Come on man! I have yet to see a guy whoz so gentlemanly and have a lesser ego. I mean, ego is a should have for every man and woman. But they have to use it wisely. I dunnoe, they did say, there are a guys who is gentleman out there but itz just that I dun see one or I just dun appreciate them at all..Perhapz, yeah, maybe I dun appreciate it. I guess my baby B..wokayz...hez juz a friend now, for a short while, can la eh..Baby B..Hahaz..WOoopz..where was I?

Yeah, perhapz B has been a gentleman to me by sending me home till my doorstep while we were attached,paying for the food while we were attached, calling me early in the morning to wake me up during the fasting period..Gosh, when I list it down, Yeah baby, I think u fitz the bill to be a gentleman. Still, I cant accept the fact that we are just friends for now.

So? Is there a Problem? yES, to a certain extent, there is. The reason is because I have to move on as REALLY MOVE ON. Wokayz, perhapz I have moved on with my life. The only thing that is still stuck in this heart of mine is just B. I just cant figure out why his ex-s dumped him for another guy...REALLY. He was so sweet and all in the relationship...Itz just that inny, meeeny stuffs that just change it. I guess I exploited that inny, meeny stuffs that you guys got the WHOLELY WRONG idea about him. But no lei...my best friend saw him first hand, I need not say anything and there she said indirectly, Hez not meant for you and that she was quite shocked i would choose him.Reason, my version of bf was someone over the edge, still nerdy and fair looking and this guy doesnt fit except being fair. This reminds me of' Looking for a Guy' where the girl actually asks her friends about choosing the guy to go for the next round. Guess what, they chose the person whom she liked a lot," shane" was it to be kicked out from the show. Watever it is, she chose the right person, Wolfgang though Howard would be a better choice.

Seriously, I am tired being in a relationship for now. I need some rest and I dunnoe when will another guy make another move like he make 2years ago..more detailed..12th May 2004. Yeah, that was my ideal date but too bad, I exploited it once again when I told him a month later that I was just pretending. No point saying that I wasnt cuz seriously, I wasnt sure of the feelings myself till I was sure but I dunnoe how to describe the feeling. To cut short, the word that came out was pretending. Stupid ryte, cuz that started everything...All I know...I became a bit to possessive. Haiz..never mind, itz all over now, aint it?

Seriously, this is a topic that guyz would loved to tag cuz itz so called anti-them about being ego and all but seriously, all you need to do is state the most gentlemanly deed that you have done for a girl. I am not talking about ur girlfriend or sister. To any girl at all! Seriously..I need to know what is the deed that you think is gentlemanly! Dun forget the name that started this commotion, JK is the name. Dun look at me, cuz JK started by being ungentleman AND he admit to that!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|5:07 PM|


Monday, January 09, 2006

Yes han, itz berlapis and its SUPER UNCOOL! Make my face eyes so uncool..Darn..Yeah..so itz been a week since the fyp...

Wokayz, I have a feeling and itz not a good feeling about the report. I think all of us felt the same. But I dun seem to know whats wrong with the report. Check it out, there seems to be nothing wrong with it. Just what is wrong?? Only god knows or is it just an instinct? Never mind..

Last week, my friends and I were talking about day after death and hari kiamat. I mean, I was quite scared..NO, SUPERBLY SCARED. Can you imagine living alone in the coffin being tortured for your sins on earth? Then, how bout imagining you were someone else? I mean, your roh or soul( is it) moving around during the judgement day without knowing anyone else? You are who you are? Then, how bout the future? It really kept me thinking, really. I mean the sins that I have done as compared to the good things I have done. Gosh!? I think I did a lot more sins than goodness in this world. I have been skipping my prayers and that is considered the biggest sin already in islam. However you may compensate by bertaubat and pray back but will it be accepted is a different matter. Only God will know when is the real taubat. I mean as a human, we tend to change. Have you ever realised that on one point, you tend to be really pious and at another you are not(forgetting the teachings of islam)?? The stories that were told in the library last week really scares me that till today, I can still remember the details of the chat. Gosh!? That was always the hot topic of the gossip. That wasnt the only time we were talking bout life after death. There were countless but I dunnoe why that day, the stories were really gruesome. Perhaps,the way they describe the place. Did you also know that when we were going to face HIM, we will be lined up in if im not wrg 9 rows. Each row will be categorized by what we did in the world. I cant imagine myself being in those gruesome rows of what we did in the world. I could only think being in hell for millions,perhaps Zillions of earth years before reaching heaven. It would be torturous. Gosh?! I cant even handle the pain of fire, whatz more the fire of HELL...Gosh!?

Okayz, before that turns into a lesson of agama, I guess I better stop. You guys should know. I just have to write it to calm myself down. I wanted to write it since the time they talked about it in the library. I dun seem to know why it have caused an impact on me. Perhaps, I think too much or perhaps I have been slacking too much about worldly stuff to think about the other side of the world. Seriously, Death makes me scared!!!!!!!! I haven really atone for my sins!! Gosh!?

A moment of prayers please, people for you guys and mine that we will atone for our sins before dying.

Yeah, scary sometimes can make people change for the better. Would I change for the better? Only time will tell. All I know, I really pray I would atone for my sins really before dying so that I can face HIM with an ease of mind.

Ok, tatz all...Sorry if itz more of agama thinggy cuz I just have to let it out.

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|12:23 AM|


Monday, January 02, 2006

WoOO!!!! Guess what little peepz of bloghoppers, YESTERDAY, yes, YESTERDAY, I DID NOT SLEEP!!!! That was quite a miracle...To think, I thought I would be tired..Nevertheless slept at around 6.30++am this morning and woke up at around 10am. But still, I have more energy..I guess if I did this often, I guess, I cant run for napha next week!

Whoa lau!!! My fyp is killing me man!! Never mind, always keep reminding myself, ' Dun look in the mirror and SEMANGAT BUAT KERJA!!!' Why dun look in the mirror u ask? Hmm, cuz I dun want to see my EYE BAGS..I hate my eye bags, itz not the normal kind of eye bags, but this eye bags of mine, had it since i was a baby actually folds itself into 2. Literally means I have 2 eyebags, if therez such a word. People say these kind of people ryte, falls in love easily..I doubt so.. All I know, I cry a lot thus my name...CHENGENG..or crybaby...One of nephew, Azwan also have this double eyebags..Also cry a lot like me! Hahaz but I cant get along with him cuz hez like me, a crybaby and moreover, I am super disgusted when guys cries. To me, they should be strong. To me, guys may cry if someone dear to them has died or dear to them will never be theirs..Technical terms: Broken Heart. Its the emotional thinggy.

Yeah, its the new year and I dont have any resolution because I made a resolution only on my birthday. It seems more ideal. Moreover, I still wonder why people celebrate new year when each day is like similar??? Actually, I prefer X'mas rather than new year. The celebration is much better in X'mas..Even the tv shows are better during X'mas rather than new year. Perhapz I am a malay so I dunnoe what is it about New Year. Used to go gugugaga over it b4 settling in poly. Perhapz, PERHAPZ, im getting older and matured?? Never mind, I always look forward to Hari Raya cuz tatz the time I really celebrated?? But this year, I dun feel the ambience.

Wokayz, perhapz the event in 2005 makes me dun want to look forward in 2006..Letz recap what happened in 2005...

  • My area if I am not wrong was having blackout twice early this year??
  • Broke up finally(would i return back> remains a qn)
  • I am so into arabic songs
  • I am still in the committee for nurhayat(din do much, really)
  • made some new friends
  • went for an interview
  • had an encounter with ghosts (twice??) maybe itz just an illusion
  • went to take a break in New Zealand n Sabah..really, that calm me a bit
  • had a depression month like so many periods
  • had a great bdae in skewl cuz ppl keepz wishing me? the best year + went out with B?
  • something secretive happen in march
  • became a cooking enthusiast
  • got involved in a fiesta femina(malay production) as a lighting person
  • quit my piano lessons(cont in skewl>remains a qn)
  • saw a lot of kiasu incident back in june
  • met the juniors and me becoming the seniors in skewl
  • keep trying to curb the feeling but till today the love is still burning..darn!
  • I tot i have a crush/infatuation on this someone till i saw the real him..i was pretty shocked..

Yeah, guezz tats about it..Tatz such a long list..go thru the old blog. I will create a new one as each year ends..Like it ever happens..We shall see about tat.Dunnoe got time anot..Hahaz :)

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|8:13 PM|

Yeah, I thought of pretending sick when suddenly, this morning, I really FEEL sick. Darn! I am again taking a break from doing my fyp yet again..Darn..Something wrong with one page is making me crazy!!!! Who wouldnt..I do not want to repeat again for the whole set. I shall solve the problem soon enough..Which is why I am taking a break now.

Yeah, so where was I again, I feel sick. Yeah, I am down with flu and cough! Darn! I tink I will get well tomorrow..I have to, Tuesday is my first day of skewl after 2 weeks of holidays(so called)..Hahaz..Wokayz, now the itenary when the skewl reopens(got this idea frm alya)

  1. Rush thru the touch up for FYP and hand it by friday
  2. Do the CPM project also by friday
  3. CT hwk darn(gav up, handing up next tuesday) fyo more impt
  4. Watch a movie with the fyp mates once we hand in
  5. Go out with all my secondary skewl friends on one of the days
  6. hmm...shud I or shudnt I since it will not happen if I wish it to happen..yeah, u gez it...go out with B?? Can I?? Never mind..itz just a fantasy..
  7. Oh yeah...practical driving revisions..I can only say, I will be a bad driver once I got back driving after one WHOLE month of not driving.
  8. Learn my piano back..again, I think I have been downgraded cuz we need practice in order to upgrade..Not taking band as a CCA is a disadvantage...
  9. Hmm, Nurhayat?? Nobody informs me of any activities in mls so I gez I am laying a bit 2 low for comfort.

Yeah..tatz about it...The main focus for the upcoming week is of cuz FYP...I shall focus on it!!!! Take care now peepz..no lyrics now..Just that I hope that Fudge will read the lyrics for the previous post cuz seriously, tatz how I feel...I used to know...but now, I dun..Haiz....

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|7:03 AM|


Sunday, January 01, 2006

This will mark my first blog for the new year and the new skin...Yee..Ha!!

Like it? I certainly prefer the old one..Never mind, used the same one but just the picture changed a bit..Hahaz! I just want a simple one and so this is the results. Moreover, I am super busy with my project. Gosh, in less than 1 week! LESS!!!! CAN I FINISH IT IN TIME, or rather, CAN WE FINISH IT IN TIME? Never mind, I know we can do it!!!!

Ill be going thru the report on wednesday. Till then, I am supposed to do the effects for the webby. Gosh, it make me super GIDDY!!! Tat explains my blog at the wee hours in the morning. What else but taking a break from the GIDDINESS!! Man! Ooooh Man!!! Giddy equates Migrane..Yeah, it only hits the left side of the brain. Weird, left side is logic ryte? This is not about logic, itz about creativity! Never mind, I shall stay up all night to finish up all the effects if I can! How I wish, Hafiz will accompany me and do. Of CUZ, thru webcam! We are just friends! Close friends!!!

Yeah, ya know, I should sleep but I cant sleep cuz I know for sure tomorrow I dun have the energy to do. I must keep my stamina going. After this, I can relax a while more. I guess...I haven found the answers to the QUIZ! Gosh! I would like to pretend sick later this morning cuz I dun want to go to any wedding...In Ang Mo Kio summore..Darn, Im gonna be sick sooner or later..I can just feel it! Whatever it is, I am happy with the results of my FYP!!!!!

Lurve everyone...As my blogskins say...FREEDOM EQUATES HAPPINESS...now, where did I heard those words? It sounds familiar..Never mind, I shall say something before someone kills me again, this skin title has nothing to do with YOU! So please, jangan nak terasa...or feel the pinch or anything liddat! Neither does it have to do with the broken relationship that happen last year! Wokayz peepz, just saying it out to make sure you GUYZ and GALZ dun get the wrong idea.

Yeah, I have to go now..Before that, a lyric from T.a.T.u song: Friend or Foe dedicated to Fudge esp...

Is it too late?
Nothing to salvage
You look away
Clear of the damage
The meaning to
Our words of love
Has disappeared

We used to love one another
Give to each other
Lie undercover so
Are you friend or foe?

Love one another
Live for each other
So, are you friend or foe?
'Cause I used to know

The promises
Hollow concessions
An innocent
Show of affection
I touch your hand
A hologram
Are you still there?

We used to love one another
Give to each other
Lie undercover
so Are you friend or foe?

Love one another
Live for each other
So, are you friend or foe?
'Cause I used to know

We used to
We used to
We used to
We used to, used to

Is it too late?
Nothing to salvage
You look away
Clear of the damage
The meaning to
Our words of love
Has disappeared

We used to love one another
Give to each other
Lie undercover so
Are you friend or foe?

Love one another
Live for each other
So are you friend or foe?
'Cause I used to know

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|6:46 PM|